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Not sure where to put this - Asher_Hayes - 07-23-2025
This pains me to no end, but I know it's necessary.
With Rise to Greatness on the horizon, I hate doing this but I have to step away. I can no longer ignore what is going on in my life or with my mental health. I am battling with depression, separation from my family (though I do have joint custody of my boys), and the intrusive thoughts that pop in my head more often than not. I try to hide behind humor, but I can't even do that right now. I stepped away from the Discord server because the negative way of thinking began to plague the things I'd say in the chats and I know it was rubbing others the wrong way. It was never my intention, but it was also a sign of a much bigger problem than I cared to admit.
I have some sort of relationship with the majority of you, and we've been through a lot in terms of conversations, be it good, bad, or in between. This was a fun game to me for a time, but then it became a necessity instead of being about creativity. I haven't really put myself first. Not really ever in my life. It's always been about other people. I know I have to be there for myself, otherwise, things are going to get so grim that there may not be any turning back. I hope to return to all one day, because this is a hell of a fed, the best I've ever been a part of. I could go on and on, but let me just end with this. I love you all. I wish this place the best of luck. I hope Olek can take it easy for a bit before producing a Rise to Greatness to knock your socks off.
Nothing but love and good vibes to you all,
Josh
RE: Not sure where to put this - Cid - 07-23-2025
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO OUR HOOD
RE: Not sure where to put this - HardyGirl - 07-23-2025
RE: Not sure where to put this - supremecw - 07-23-2025
Take the time you need. Take the time to do what's best for yourself. And hopefully, down the road, we'll see you back here, sharing wonderful stories, and this can become fun again for you.
RE: Not sure where to put this - ThatAhnold - 07-26-2025
Sending nothing but love brother. SCW LOVES JOSH. <3