OOC: Slight spoiler explaining the aftermath of RTG roleplays, but that will be explained later in Selena’s next match.
Frost No More
”Path of the Aftermath”
Mount Sini Hospital
New York City, New York
August 31st, 2025
9:23am
Deanna wasn’t sure when she had begun hating hospitals. There was no ‘gradual’ feeling that she felt coming on and it hadn’t been something she had even been thinking about. Why would she? Aside from her visits to the physiotherapist, trainer, and, of course, the psychotherapist in Manhattan, not to mention SCW’s, she hadn’t really stepped foot in a hospital since her ‘break’ from SCW. And those had been checkups – a few scares sure, there was no denying there was some danger in what she did (she could still remember the aches and pains from that Elimination Chamber match she had won, not to mention waking up in a hospital after that damned final match with Enigma/Veil) – even so, the spike she felt – the strong swell of loathing like a lead stone in the pit of her stomach.
Was it the sterile scent of disinfectant that lingered in the air? Was it the faint hum of fluorescent lights overhead? She shook her head, unable to be certain one way or the other what was causing her feelings against this place – or hospitals in general – doing her best to refocus on the matter at hand.
She felt the seated plastic chair she sat in and glanced at the frosted-glass doors of the radiology room – or rather, through them/past them as best as she could, watching her baby lying there on the table, Elsianna’s left leg held further out and over some kind of screen with what appeared to be the ‘X-ray gun’ (the redhead could not remember the proper name for it as she waited behind the thick glass wall on the other side, safe from the rays) held directly over the leg. Her daughter’s small frame was wrapped in a soft hospital gown, her face pale but determined as she clutched the blanket tightly around her. The X-ray technician, a young woman with a gentle smile, Deanna could still see that, which brought some relief to her, carefully positioning Elsianna’s leg for the imaging.
It was a routine checkup, the young mother kept reminding herself. It had been over a month since Elsianna’s accident during her brother David’s party, the eldest Frost child falling down the stairs during, what Deanna could only call, a ‘family meltdown’. The young girl had suffered a concussion and a broken leg from the fall, which was almost enough for both Deanna and Selena to cancel their plans for Rise to Greatness and stay at home – Deanna more than the platinum-blonde, but that wasn’t surprising.
She sighed at the thought. The big pay-per-view had not gone well for either of them. While Selena had, for a fourth time, come up short in the main-event (the repeated nature, Deanna knew, was clearly playing on the Snow Queen’s mind), Deanna, herself, had not only suffered her first Rise to Greatness loss in her career, but also had failed to regain the United States Championship, her ‘comeback’ of nine or so months being little more than wrapping up ‘unfinished business’ in the eyes of SCW management.
Had she expected some sort of ‘epic comeback’ like that of Cid Turner? No… not really… had she hoped for it? A little…
She felt selfish at the thought but refused to deny it. Part of her had wanted to pull off the upset. Wanted to be the one that beat Jordan, Luz and, especially, Asher Hayes – the proof-positive that she was still capable of winning on her own. Capable of doing things in the ring. Beating the man that beat her during her one and only SCW world title opportunity… But it wasn’t meant to be - though she was thrilled that her friend, Luz, had been the one to unify the Interim and United States Championships.
It was only now – now that the new SCW season was underway, that she had even allowed herself to dwell on such things. For the past month, her family had to be her only concern and focus. With her daughter suffering and her wife almost… almost…
For a moment, as she shifted her gaze from her daughter on the table to the woman that kept repositioning the x-ray gun to get a better angle for the ‘shot’, Deanna spotted her own reflection in the thick-glass wall. To say that things had gone from ‘bad’ to ‘worse’ coming out of Rise to Greatness would have been an understatement – possibly the understatement of the year - and it was at this moment, that Deanna turned her eyes from her own reflection to steal a glance at the woman sitting in an identical plastic chair beside her, arms crossed over her chest. Unlike Deanna, who wore a red shirt and black pants, this woman wore a light-blue shirt under a leather jacket with blue jeans to match. Her hair was in its iconic platinum-braid, the fluorescent lights above them bouncing off the curls and giving it a slight glow, and her eyes glued on the young girl on the other side of the glass.
Definitely bad to worse… came the thought – thankfully her own. She had rushed home after Rise, taking the fastest form of transportation she could get. Again, she wasn’t sure when she had figured out what the woman beside her at been planning to do or how she had acted so quickly, but the entire travel back to New York had felt like a blur to Deanna. And she had just made it, minutes before…
Imagine if you hadn’t… one minute later…
She shut down the thought angrily, pushing it as far back into her mind as she could for now, stealing another glance at the taller Frost-woman seated beside her beside her. Selena’s head had not moved from its place, her eyes like that of a hawk – watching their daughter every second.
Can’t really blame her on that one… it was her that pushed the child down the stairs-
Angrily, Deanna shook her head again, but this time, the voice would not be so easily silenced and, with its presence felt, Deanna was suddenly aware of the weighted item she had in her pocket. Why she had brought it, she didn’t know… but she had hoped that she had been free of it after the pre-show of Rise to Greatness.
To be clear, she hadn’t ‘pawned it off’ or ‘passed it on’ to Chris Dumont. That had never been her plan. But she had carried the damn ‘Heart of Vail’ for months now and, still, had not managed to fully understand it or crack the secrets of its ‘power’. And honestly, much like her view on herself and the United States Championship, she had attributed it all as her fault. That she wasn’t strong enough. That she wasn’t smart enough. That she wasn’t … just wasn’t enough. It was why she had given it to Dumont. She thought that, maybe, he could succeed where she failed. That maybe he would be capable where she wasn’t.
And look how well THAT turned out! mocked the familiar voice. Deanna could still remember the damn thing’s laugh – how it had laughed and laughed, almost drowning out all noise outside of her skull – as Dumont had returned the heart to her last Breakdown, having experienced nothing with it despite winning his match against the masked fiend.
He had felt nothing. Seen nothing. HEARD nothing…
But then… what does that say about me? the familiar thought came into Deanna’s mind and she, just as quickly moved past it. She did NOT want to dwell on that question again! She did NOT want to be seen as ‘crazy’ or ‘mentally weak’ by the world again! She had almost slipped last Breakdown when Dumont had given her the heart, the redhead rushing to the washroom to be alone with her small breakdown. So much so that she had missed the announcement that followed. It hadn’t been till she had returned to the dressing room she had been sharing with Amelia and Luz, Light in the Darkness… returning to see their knowing, beaming smiles directed right at her.
At first, it had been a little unnerving, but, thankfully, they had not let her live in suspense for long,
The Shot of Adrenaline tournament was back!
Even now, in the hospital, Deanna wasn’t sure she had heard right. Still, partially, believed that it was all a trick or a dream or some kind of prank. She wasn’t the hardest person to fool these days…
But it was not a dream or trick. It was real. And Deanna… she couldn’t help but feel excited, though she had kept the feeling as hidden as possible, not wanting to upset either her daughter or her… whatever Selena was at this point – love? No denying that after the hell they had went through.
Again, another stolen glance between the unmoving platinum-blonde, only for a second, was enough to make the redhead feel that shrill of excitement again. It had been the Shot of Adrenaline that had propelled Selena to the stardom and skill she currently possessed. “The Year of Selena Frost”, Deanna remembered it well. 2016. Not only did the Snow Queen win the Shot of Adrenaline Tournament, but just a few months later, had won the Best of the Best Tournament to compliment it, all culminating into her winning the world title at the end of that year. Now, Deanna was not so excited that she believed all of THAT was in her future, but there was no denying the significance the Shot of Adrenaline tournament had played on the older Frost’s career…
And now it’s your turn… came the voice, almost knowingly, enticingly.
The question is… are you ready for it?
Closing her eyes to release a slow exhale, Deanna allowed the sigh to calm herself despite the question. It was a question that she didn’t have an answer to. She had been gone a long time. And, truth be told, she didn’t recognize half the names on the entrants’ list. Yes, she knew Polly and Kimberly and Dumont for sure… but she had only heard of some of the other names. And there was still the matter of her not being ‘completely cleared to compete’. She had rushed her return, which maybe had played a factor in her loss at RTG. She wasn’t fully firing on full gears, she knew that. She had been training and training hard, she could be honest with herself about that, but was she 100%? She couldn’t say that in full honesty.
And you never know when your ‘lover-girl’ will push YOU down a flight of stairs. After all… you are taking HER tournament from her…
That is NOT what happened! Deanna mentally yelled back.
That is not what happened and that is not what is happening now!
No? You don’t think it’s percolating in that platinum brain right now? I mean, think about it… let’s say you do what you’re REALLY thinking about. Start from the bottom and work your way through the tournament! Working your way through the ranks of challenges, maybe even winning the Adrenaline title along the way… maybe even winning the whole tournament! You don’t think she’s going to see the similarities between you and her path? You don’t think she’s going to see you more as a rival? As something in her way? As someone keeping her from the World title?
Deanna felt her blood run cold at the thought. She hadn’t thought of that – not once. Selena had always – without question – supported her. She had supported her when Deanna had wanted to go for the United States title.
Because she was done with it… She supported Deanna in going for the world title at the End of the Year.
Even though she was planning to cash-in her rematch clause right after? Isn’t that what she did to Asher after her beat you?
For every excuse and example Deanna mentally threw up in defense, the dark voice had a counter to it, which only further infuriated the redhead.
Stop playing dirty! she mentally commanded.
Selena has never turned on me or our children! You can’t convince me – not in a million years – that she would harm any of us!
Except when she slapped David?
That was… That was…
“Selena…” she heard her own voice whispering, though she wasn’t sure if she was the commanding her voice to speak – her eyes widening a little in shock as she saw the platinum-blonde turn her gaze over to her, sapphire eyes meeting Deanna’s emerald ones.
“What is it?” she asked, her voice laced in what Deanna could only see as exhaustion. Which wasn’t surprising. Since the incident, following the pay-per-view, Selena had done all she could to accommodate Elsianna’s injury. She had moved furniture around (with Deanna’s help) to turn the family room into Elsianna’s makeshift bedroom so it the young girl didn’t have to use the stairs. She had invested in the best crutches and braces where necessary and had even offered to have the bathroom redesigned just for Elsianna.
Someone’s feeling guilty… came the mocking voice.
A little TOO guilty…
“I have to ask you something…” Again, words came from Deanna that she wasn’t sure who was sending them. She wanted to ask – if only to shut up the damned voice from that accursed Vail.
Keep telling yourself that…
“If it’s about the tournament…” Selena sighed. “I don’t have a plan or blueprint, Deanna. It was almost ten years ago. Just focus on winning more matches than anyone else and you’ll be fine. It’s actually pretty basic.”
“That’s… not what I wanted to talk to you about.” Deanna bit her lower lip, dreading the words she needed to say. “It’s…” her eyes glanced away and towards the room on the other side of the frosted glass, where Elsianna was. “It’s about Elsianna…”
“What about her?” the Snow Queen asked. “If it’s what we’re going to do about her and Asuna or her and the cigarettes or her burning the house down, I don’t-“
”Did you push our daughter-
“-down the stairs!”
The former United States Champion felt her heard clench, even stop for a moment, as the rest of her processed what the hell she had just asked aloud. Before her very eyes, she saw so many emotions fly across Selena’s face: surprise, confusion, and MORE confusion still.
“What?” she slowly asked. “Did I what?”
“I…” Deanna breathed. “Every part of me wants to believe this isn’t true, but I can’t lie to myself about what I saw.” Her eyes bore into Selena’s. “You right in front of me – both of us at the top of the stairs, your arm outstretched and our daughter at the bottom of them, unconscious. You were chasing her. Trying to get her to talk to you after we had found out the truth about the cigarettes- you were so angry at her…“ she could almost see it replaying before her very eyes.
“You think I pushed our daughter down the stairs…” the shock and disbelief that came like a tidal wave from the platinum-blonde was enough to make Deanna’s heart break, the younger woman fighting with all she had to hold back the unshed tears.
“Not on purpose!” she tried to explain, though it felt more like putting a band-aid on a severed limb. “I mean… when you were chasing her. And when you caught up to her. Maybe you accidentally or tripped or she tripped or-“
“You think I’m the one that sent her down those stairs.” Selena stated, her tone less confused now and more defeated, her head slowly nodding in understanding, her breath slowing with each passing second, almost in time with the buzzing of the fluorescent lights above their heads. Seconds passed without another word spoken between the two former wives – maybe even minutes. Deanna couldn’t be sure, she was too uneasy… scared… of what she had unleashed with her questions.
Still…
“I keep replaying everything in my head,” Selena admitted quietly, her voice barely above a whisper as her words left her. “What I said to her, how I looked. Even when I was in the ring, climbing that damn ladder, I kept thinking about her. Laying on the table, being examined, hobbling on those creatures…” Deanna heard her ex-wife’s breath hitch. “What she said about me…”
“I know…” the redhead took a shaky breath, her eyes fluttering closed as she did. “I couldn’t stop thinking about it either.” She admitted. “The whole time in Houston.” She opened her eyes, giving a shrug to Selena. “I couldn’t even tell Luz and Amelia – I was too scared of upsetting them or throwing them off.”
The Snow Queen gave a nod but said nothing for what felt like an hour. “I swear,” she slowly continued, voice still holding a slight amount of the previous trembling, “I never wanted her to get hurt, Deanna. I’ve thought that scene over and over again more than a thousand times, from every angle, every line spoken. Every possible way it could have gone – SHOULD have gone – a thousand better ways it could have gone if it weren’t for me. And now… I didn’t push her.” She shook her head. “But I tried to hold her.” She sighed. “She was so… so upset and spiralling because of the fire. I wanted to hold her and tell her it was all going to be okay. That we were going to be okay. That she didn’t need me as a hero.” She eyed Deanna. “Not when she has you.” She whispered, earning a sad sigh and a shake of the head from Deann.
“I’m not a hero.” Deanna confessed. “At best, I’m a sidekick – just your sidekick.” There was no mistaking the hurt in her voice, the dismay.
“Then how did you get to me in time?” Selena asked. “I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you.”
Again, Deanna shook her head. “We both know that I only bought more time.” She turned her head to eye her wife – the image of the Snow Queen in her nightgown standing on the balcony, all of New York below them…. And nothing separating the older Frost from reaching it except air…
“Well…” Selena nodded her head. “If I could turn back time, I would. I would do anything to undo what happened.” This was her confession. “Because I didn’t mean to hurt her… but it was my fault. It was because of me.” It was her turn to give a shaky exhale. “It was my fault.” She added with finality.
Deanna nodded slowly in understanding, releasing a breath. She didn’t believe that Selena was ‘at fault’ like the Snow Queen, but neither was she the same girl that believed her wife to be infallible or ‘incapable of wrongdoing’. This past year and a half had proven otherwise. As for her? She was certainly capable of wrongs and mistakes. The question was – was coming back to SCW too early one of them? A mistake that she was paying for – and, if so, how much more would it cost her?
The sound of footsteps from nearby interrupted the couple’s quiet conversation, both their eyes turning towards the door as it opened, just in time to see Elsianna’s small figure appear before them. Her pair of crutches were under her arms, and her cast still wrapped neatly around her leg, her face a mixture of bravery and exhaustion.
“Mom,” she called softly, voice hoarse but steady. “They said I could go.”
Deanna was up immediately, seeing Selena copy her movements. “Okay.” The redhead nodded. “What did the nurse say.”
“She said everything looks good.” Elsianna answered obediently, her eyes not quite meeting her mothers’. “And to keep the cast on for another month until the next check-up.”
“Okay.” Deanna nodded, reaching out with her hand to place it on the twelve-year-old’s shoulder. “You hungry?”
She saw the girl, still a child in some ways, give a timid nod of her head, almost imperceptible, a confirmation of her appetite. “Alright.” Smiled Deanna, wanting to put on a pleasant face. “Let’s get something.” She stole a glance towards Selena, seeing the hesitant and uneasy platinum-blonde standing there. “Do you want mother-“ she gestured towards Selena. “To get the wheelchair from the car? We can-“
“No.” Elsianna replied curtly, refusing to even glance Selena’s way. “I’m fine.” She added, forcing herself to begin moving across the hospital floor, past Selena. “Let’s just go.” She added, lifting and swinging herself in her ‘steps’, her ‘silent treatment’ act towards Selena not new… but still breaking both her mothers’ hearts.
“A…alright.” Deanna nodded, throwing an apologetic look towards Selena, who merely looked down at the ground, all too knowing. “Let’s… Let’s be on our way.” The redhead added before quickly moving to catch up with her daughter.
She was at a loss. She had tried to fix the United States Championship.
She could maybe fix her career with this Shot of Adrenaline tournament.
But this? The rift between Selena and their eldest daughter…
Deanna wasn’t even sure something as powerful as the Heart of Vail could do that…