Frost No More
”What’s In a Name?”
Eyrie Tower
New York City, New York
December 9th, 2025
6:34pm
The night came early to the Eyrie Tower. The sun had disappeared behind the horizon a little over an hour ago, and now, the city was alight with the streetlamp and building lights etched across the numerous streets and towers.
Like millions of fireflies... Deanna Frost sighed from where she stood, overlooking it, not for the first time wondering why she was doing so when this spot was clearly ‘Selena’s’.
You going to jump too? The Heart of Veil’s voice mocked in her head, causing Deanna’s gaze to cast down below. She couldn’t imagine ever being at that point! And she had been in prison!
Says the woman with the voice in her head... and let’s not forget the ‘more sane one’ was ready to swan dive into the sidewalk.
Looking away, the redhead slammed her eyes shut, trying to drive the image out as she stepped from the balcony. It wasn’t going to happen. She wasn’t going to jump and neither would Selena! She still have seven months left!
Cause you’ve made SUCH amazing progress in the last five, right?
She felt her fingers curl inward, turning her hands into fists. She felt the wind tug at her red hair. She didn’t want to think about that now! While she had not made the most progress with her lover in the last few months, the wretched voice was wrong too! There HAD, at least, been progress! There WAS still hope! Everything she and Selena did together outside of SCW – holding hands, sleeping together, how they talked, how they listened. Even the littlest thing, like how the platinum-blonde would sometimes snuggle up next to her still, like if Deanna was on the couch or something. Even so... it meant so much.
She can still be helped... She can still change her mind... Deanna affirmed, even though it made the root cause of her stress all the more anxiety-inducing.
Two matches left...
The thought beat against her skull in time with her pulse. Five times she’d walked into an SCW arena with her heart hammering inside her chest tight, convinced—at least for a split second—that she might freeze under the lights again or trip at the finish-line like she had with Asher Hayes at the End of the Year world title match years ago or at RTG months ago.
But five times she had feared any or all of those things happening and five times... they hadn’t. Five times she’d walked back through the curtain with her hand raised, sweat-soaked and, sometimes, bruised but always feeling alive in a way she hadn’t felt in nearly a year!
Over a year ago, she hadn’t been sure she’d ever wrestle again, and every time she had wrestled a match for this tournament, that match had been a stark reminder that said tournament had become her lifeline. Her path to get back what had been taken from her...
The memory crept in uninvited, as it often did when she let her guard down. The smell of smoke and ash. The roar of wood burning. Veil’s masked face hovering above her, unreadable, his voice a low murmur she couldn’t quite make out as he attacked her...
The feeling of being
trapped.
Powerless.
Slowly, Deanna inhaled and exhaled, trying to calm her heart. PTSD didn’t care about logic. It didn’t care about strength. It only cared about reminding you.
As do I... she was certain that if the Heart had a face, it would be grinning wickedly at that statement.
“He can’t hurt me...” she reminded herself firmly, driving the statement to the forefront of her mind. She’d clawed her way back through nightmares and therapy sessions and moments where she’d sat on the edge of the bed shaking, convinced she couldn’t do anything. She’d used that same drive to not just enter the tournament quietly, but to, essentially, rampage through it! Undefeated – beating every opponent that came her way!
But it had always been more than that.
The Shot of Adrenaline tournament hadn’t just been about winning. It had been about proving—to SCW, to the locker room, to the fans, and most importantly to herself—that she wasn’t broken. That she wasn’t beaten. That she could be part of “Supreme Championship Wrestling” both in name and in her ability...
And now—
“Dexter Grant.” she whispered.
The reigning SCW Adrenaline Champion. For someone relatively new to SCW, even by Deanna’s standards, the guy had made the Adrenaline division his playground well before the SoA tournament. And to restate that claim, he had taken back the Adrenaline title in his first match, defeating Kimberly Williams!
Deanna shook her head at the statistics. Though she had started the tournament with her match against Spencer Pryce, Grant had pulled ahead and made himself the focus, with everyone seemingly trying to ‘catch up’. Still... for all that. All his talents and intelligence, his craftiness... Deanna didn’t just want to be another person that failed against Grant. The man may be the Adrenaline Champion, but the majority of his run within the tournament hadn’t been built on clean victories. It had been built on shortcuts. On bending rules. On referees distracted at the exact wrong moment. On allies appearing out of nowhere and tipping the scales in his favour.
In short: Grant didn’t just survive chaos.
He orchestrated it.
And Deanna was one of the last wrestlers left who hadn’t faced him.
That fact had haunted her for weeks. She didn’t know if it was luck or maybe all of Selena’s rantings of corrupt board members had a modicum of truth – it, honestly, hadn’t mattered one way or another to Deanna. The only thing that had scared her was fate getting in her way again. Every time Grant had faced someone for the title, every time someone else got their shot, she’d felt that familiar fear of being passed. Of someone taking the title off Grant and making it beyond her reach. It’s not like no one had come close! Lawler and Polly came to mind very quickly. But even them...
And now... it was her turn. Now it was real. As per tournament rules, their match wouldn’t just decide points. It would be for the SCW Adrenaline Championship! If Deanna won, she would leave the ring as champion.
SCW Adrenaline Champion...
At long last...
Deanna let out a shaky breath. She’d been nervous before upcoming matches plenty of times before. Even so... This was different. This was everything she’d fought to reclaim, fought to prove, balanced on the edge of one night and one match. Because she had already proven that she was good enough to go to the semifinals...
This? The Pay-Per-View? This was just as important. This would be her moment to prove that she was good enough to
win the tournament AND good enough to
be SCW Adrenaline Champion...
Asher Hayes had stated it at the start of his return and Jordan Majors had added on to it since the redhead’s return, and there was no shortage of people that would take the same shot. The idea that she was unworthy of being a champion now. That she was incapable of reaching those heights anymore. RTG had made an argument in that statement – the old Deanna had never lost at RTG, but this new one coming back from “mental destruction”? First thing she had really done was lose both her RTG ‘streak’ and the title she had held for over a year in one fell swoop.
You’re scared... the voice mocked inside her.
“I’m scared.” Deanna whispered, but not necessarily in reply to the Heart.
Skill-wise, she had never fought Grant before, making it impossible to tell if she could beat him, even with her researching him... but then there was Wendell, Grant’s associate, to consider.
The young woman sighed at the thought.
Unlike her matches, so many of Grant’s in the tournament had resulted on trickery. On Wendell pulling some kind of distraction or ‘unseen assist’ to keep the belt with Grant. Perhaps before she had been sent away and locked up in Kentucky, Deanna would have seen that and been more confident. After all, if she was beating people that Grant needed help to get past, didn’t that say who was the more capable?
But that wasn’t who she was now. While her confidence in herself was growing, she knew she did not have an answer to interference. She didn’t have friends to come to the ring with her – at least no one she would ask – and as for Selena...
Deanna could only shake her head at that. She had promised not to get involved in Selena’s SCW work and had demanded Selena do the same.
And now, she’s teaming with Xander! Oh that is rich! Because of you, she’s trapped with the Fiery Nation in front of her and her back towards Xander F’N Valentine! she heard the voice laughing – far more amused than it should be. Deanna, though, could not laugh.
She did feel a bit guilty at that. She could have just teamed with Selena weeks ago and helped her deal with things, rather than let them become more and more complicated as the shows went by. And it’s not that she didn’t want to team with her partner/lover again like the old days, but that... the way things were now...
What is so wrong with being a little selfish? Hmmmm? came the teasing whisper in her mind.
After all you’ve been through? What you had taken from you... Don’t you deserve to do something for yourself for a change? Something just for Deanna?
The redhead gave another sigh as she slowly made her way back into the suite. For the most part, the place was quiet. Selena was away training and the kids were all in their rooms either doing homework or, when that was finished, either on their phones, TVs, or video games. It left Deanna alone in the family room, allowing her to sit on the couch where she was immediately approached and snuggled by Oberon and Midna, the cat and dog tag-team deciding now was the time for cuddles!
It was enough to make Deanna smile for a few moments, her mind letting go of her worries of SCW bit by bit...
The soft click of a door, however, instantly put her back on edge, her head turning towards the sound.
“Mom?”
Before her, Elsianna stood just inside the doorway, framed by the darker room behind her due to the lights not being on in comparion to the room Deanna sat. The girl’s blonde hair was pulled into a messy ponytail, with strands slipping loose around her face. She leaned on her crutches, the white cast on her left leg stark against the gray sweatpants she wore.
Deanna’s chest tightened at the sight. “Yes, Elsa.” she said softly, forcing a smile. “Do you need something?”
Elsianna shrugged one shoulder. “No, I’m okay.... I just... wanted to talk to you.” she gazed around the room. “Mother’s not back yet, is she?”
“No, dear.” Deanna shook her head. “She’s in ‘training mode’ for the pay-per-view. You know how she gets...”
The statement was given no reply from Elsianna, the eldest Frost child simply looking away to the nearby wall.
“So...” Deanna tried, pushing herself up to her feet, despite her pets’ immediate complaints. “You said you wanted to talk to me?” She stepped forward, reaching out to take one of the crutches and help guide her daughter further into the room. Thankfully, Elsianna accepted the help without comment, hopping carefully toward the couch Deanna had occupied. Oberon and Midna gave the young girl a minute to get settled and to set her crutches to the side before they were all gathered around her, snuggling close to her; Oberon against her side and Midna in her lap, allowing Elsianna to pet both of them without issue.
Deanna, meanwhile, smiled to herself as she watched the exchange, moving over to sit beside her daughter on the available side, close enough to touch but careful not to crowd her.
“What’s going on, sweetie?” she asked gently.
It took a minute for the young girl to say anything, or to even look at her mother. Instead, Elsianna stared at her hands in her lap, fingers moving between the two different sets of fur of her pets. The silence stretched and Deanna resisted the urge to fill it. She’d learned—through therapy and parenting alike—that sometimes you had to let the quiet do some of the work.
“I want to change my name.”
The words made Deanna feel like the air had been sucked out of the room. Of all the things she had expected her daughter to say, she never would have guessed this in a million years.
It took several seconds, with only her eyes blinking to register she was still conscious. “Your…” she stammered. “Your name?”
Elsianna nodded, biting her lower lip – a habit she learned from her mothers - but still not looking up. “Legally.” she whispered.
Deanna felt like she’d missed a step on a staircase or slipped off a wrestling rope into a botch. What was Elsianna talking about? What had brought this about?!
“Okay,” she tried carefully. “That’s… that’s a big thing, hunny. I just... What do you mean?”
“I don’t want to be Elsianna Frost anymore.” Elsianna answered simply, her head finally moving up to gaze at Deanna.
There it was. Deanna had heard the stress on the last name rather than the first, the implication there between them now.
“You don’t…” she tried to just put it out there. “You don’t want to be a Frost anymore?”
Elsa shook her head. Her blue eyes were bright, sharp with something that made Deanna’s heart ache and the child’s next words shocked her. “I want to be Elsianna Springs.”
For a moment... Deanna couldn’t speak.
Springs.
Her maiden name. The name she’d carried with a history of isolation and judgment against her. A name that her own sister carried... a sister that hated her. A name she had abandoned long ago to embrace the name of her wife out of love and devotion. The name she’d given up not because she wanted to, but because names hadn’t mattered to her the same way it had to Selena. Frost was a legacy. Frost was history. Frost was power to Selena.
Springs had just been… hers. And yet...
Deanna swallowed hard. “Why?” she asked softly.
Elsianna’s jaw tightened. “Because I don’t want her name anymore.”
Ah. With a sudden realization at the answer, Deanna leaned back slightly, reaching up to rub her temple with her hand. “This about your mom.”
The younger girl let out a short, humourless laugh. “Everything is about her.”
“Elsianna…” Deanna tried. “You know your mom loves you.”
“Does she?” Elsianna shot back. “Because it doesn’t feel like it.”
“That’s not fair,” the redhead pressed gently, even as the words felt thin. “You know what she’s dealing with.”
Elsianna’s hands clenched into fists. “Everyone knows what she’s dealing with. Everyone knows Selena Frost, the biggest heel in SCW. They’re all hoping she either crashes her bus on the way to Montreal or gets the pulp beaten out of her by EFN.”
“Is that what they are saying at school?” Deanna asked, concern etched in her voice. “Are they still harassing you?”
“Not as much.” Elsianna sighed. “They’re just saying stuff like that in the halls when they pass me. That and the...” she shrugged. “You know.”
“Being with another girl.” Deanna nodded, understanding better than Elsianna fully knew. “I’ve lived that life, sadly. I won’t lie to you and say it’s fun, but eventually, people do grow up and move on.”
“Not any time soon.” Elsianna laughed at the idea. “You know what they call me at school?”
“In the halls, you mean?” Deanna asked, earning a nod from Elsa. “I rather not say the word but does it start with a ‘d’?”
“Besides that.” Elsianna huffed. “And worse... They call me ‘Little Frost.’ or ‘Frost B-word”. Like it’s an insult. Like I’m supposed to apologize for her. Like I did something wrong.”
Deanna reached out, laying a hand over her daughter’s hands as they became clenched fists. Elsianna didn’t pull away, but she didn’t relax either.
“I didn’t ask for this,” Elsianna finally said, her voice cracking. “I didn’t ask for her to turn into someone everyone despises. I didn’t ask for my friends’ parents to whisper about us. I didn’t ask to get shoved in the hallway and down the stairs...”
“And when I fell,” Elsianna added quietly, eyes flicking down to her cast, “I saw her at the top of the stairs - she just stood there. Didn’t even try to help me like she said she wanted. Probably too afraid of it ending up on YouTube and she’d look bad as the ‘Snow Queen pushing her kid down the stairs’.”
Deanna had no immediate response. She didn’t know if one even existed. What could she say? Elsianna, from a certain point-of-view, was correct. She had no doubt the whole accident was just that – unintended, but as she had confronted Selena on before, the platinum-blonde had escalated the matter by raising her voice and chasing after Elsianna.
“I don’t want her name anymore.” Elsianna shook her head. “I don’t want what comes with it. I don’t want people to look at me and see her.”
Deanna squeezed her hand gently. “Elsa...” she had to be honest. “You know changing your name won’t make all of that disappear, right?”
Elsianna shrugged, smaller this time. More tired. “Maybe not. But it’ll hurt her.”
Deanna’s heart ached at the raw emotion on her daughter’s face. “Elsianna…”
“She deserves it!” Elsianna blurted, tears finally spilling over. “She chose this. She chose being hated. She chose that... over us.”
“That’s not...” Deanna started but stopped - doubt creeping in despite herself.
“Isn’t it?” Elsianna challenged anyway. “You left. You came back. You’re fighting for something that matters to you. You’re refusing to be like the others – like her – and you’re getting better and I’ll...” she looked away. “You could win the tournament.” Her eyes found Deanna’s again, and there was no mistaking the new emotion there. “You could win a title like she USED to. With integrity! Doing the right thing! And I think about that and... I feel so proud. Like back then. But her?” she shook her head again. “She just… keeps getting worse.”
“That...” Deanna said softly, but stopped herself. There was more to this than a twelve-year old could understand. “That doesn’t mean she doesn’t love you.”
Elsianna wiped angrily at her cheeks. “Love isn’t enough if it keeps hurting people.”
“Tell me something I don’t already know.”
Both girls froze, their eyes widening at the sound of a third voice. As they turned, Deanna saw the woman first as she stood in the doorway on the other side of the room. The platinum-blonde was still in her gym clothes, black leather jacket draped over her shoulders, dark hair pulled back tight. Her sapphire eyes simply gazed back and forth between her lover and her daughter.
“What’s going on?” Selena Frost asked.
Deanna’s stomach dropped. She couldn’t get her voice to speak. She felt powerless despite wanting to say something!
Yet it was Elsianna who straightened herself, turning to glare at her standing mother. “I’m changing my name.” she stated defiantly.
Selena said nothing at first, her eyes merely widening in surprise. “What?” The word eventually came out flat, slow, almost disbelieving.
Elsa stood her ground. “I don’t want to be Elsianna Frost anymore.” she repeated, casting a glance towards Deanna. “I want to be Elsianna Springs.”
Selena’s mouth opened, then closed again. She took a step forward, then stopped, as if unsure. “You… what?” she asked, confusion blatant.
Quickly, sensing the tension rising, Deanna rose slowly to her feet, placing herself instinctively between the two—not as a barrier, but as a bridge. “Selena.” she tried, “We were just talking.”
“No, I mean it!” Elsa pressed, her eyes never leaving Selena’s. “I don’t want your name.”
Selena’s jaw tightened. “You don’t understand what you’re saying.”
“I understand perfectly,” Elsianna said. “Your name makes my life worse!”
The room went deathly quiet, Deanna feeling her heart drop with every second, almost in time with her heartbeat. Selena’s eyes flicked towards hers...
“Did you put this in her head?”
Deanna stiffened. “Absolutely not.”
“Then why—”
Elsianna interrupted. “Because I’m tired of being punished for your choices!”
Somewhere in the back of Deanna’s mind, unbidden and unwelcome, she could hear the Heart’s laughter and see Dexter Grant’s smirk flashing through her thoughts—another battle looming, another fight where the stakes were everything.
Deanna opened her mouth to speak— But Selena finally did too, her voice trembling with something dangerously close to hurt.
“If you give up my name... our name...” Selena said, “And you don’t want to be part of this family...” she eyed Elsianna, the hurt in the older woman’s eyes. “Then you can go and find something better.” she added so defeated.
Yet the shock of her statement rocked the room. Elsianna didn’t respond. Deanna could barely believe what she had heard. And the silence that followed was louder than any crowd SCW had ever produced...