Deanna Frost vs. Konrad Raab

[Konrad Raab]

Chicago, Illinois. Saturday 6th July. (Offline)

After doing a frustrating Chicago Street race and a frustrating team meeting with AJ, Shane and Josh, well not so frustrating for Shane as he won the race, but it was pure hell for AJ and Josh. While I'm still annoyed, I still can't win a road course or street course race. I always came second or third best in the entire team. When I was already pissed off, I went to my trailer, and then I saw Ross Barnes, my therapist standing there, shaking his head at me as I opened the trailer with my keys. I opened the door, and he slammed it and pointed at me to sit down as I did. I didn't appreciate this, but he said what he needed to say to me.

Ross Barnes: "Are you kidding me?"

Konrad Raab: "I think you coming here after I raced after being the third fastest Kaulig Racing driver and lacking the ability to win road and street course racing is a laughing joke.”

Ross Barnes: "So you think approaching the Adrenaline title opportunity tournament the way you did will convince everyone you want a title match? Has the mountain training done nothing to change things?"

Konrad Raab: "Because Bree is so boring, I don't consider her a threat. Getting a title match against her just makes it too easy. Same with the Frost family, too."

Ross Barnes: "OK, granted that you're waiting patiently for a title shot to strike at the right time, I admire that, but you could've approached it better. You don't give anyone any respect or praise for their efforts."

Konrad Raab: "Because respecting these wrestlers would make me a liar. I refuse to praise people who don't deserve it. I'm not a robot to praise to please people. I don't care about any of these idiots who want to play by the rules. That just shows they aren't willing to do what it takes to win at all."

He shook his head at me as I got up and gave him some water as he drank some of it, as so did I as I banged my fist on the table, not needing this argument after a shit day of racing and talking pissed at me because I didn't take wrestling seriously was another level of mood I didn't need. But I had to hear him out because if I rejected his advice and discussions and beat him, I'd be fired from SCW.

Ross Barnes: "But it makes you act like a guy that doesn't take full advantage of situations he was offered seriously. It seems the training has done nothing for you regarding wanting to win titles, which annoys me."

Konrad Raab: "Tell me what I would gain from facing Bree apart from winning the title? Nothing."

Ross Barnes: "Just because you feel Bree is boring for you doesn't mean you shrug it off, and it doesn't mean she isn't a challenge because she is."

Thank god, for now at least, he shut his mouth as I was still pissed off about the race result. I drank some water and wanted to relax in my trailer to calm down after frustration, but I couldn't because of Ross. He was clearly disappointed in me and needed to get his thoughts out.

Ross Barnes: "I get that you'd rather face guys that would challenge you in terms of them having a thirst for violence and beating the hell out of you, but you need to think of a much bigger picture at times than that."

Even if I disagreed with his thoughts, I just nodded, but I also had a valid point for him about my reasons for not wanting title matches right away.

Konrad Raab: "If I was to put myself in a title match, it has to be someone that's worth facing. I have no history with Bree or the Frosts, so I'm not interested in facing them. But I do when it comes to Enigma; he's worth fighting due to an attack on my niece, and he's a threat; the same goes for Josh Hudson and Xander Valentine; if they were champions, it would be a different story. I don't see that with Bree or any of the Frosts, especially I agree with Selena's thoughts."

Ross Barnes: "Maybe you ought to think about posing a threat to Bree and Deanna yourself."

He had a really good point. I struggled to think about facing Bree and the Frosts because I've had zero history, memorable matches, or even stories with them. I was about creating stories, not just wrestling to win titles. But that seems to be something these idiotic wrestlers forgot. If there's one thing I hate in wrestling, it's what's happening in SCW right now.

Konrad Raab: "Asking for a title shot like these stained new blood are doing is fucking cheap and lazy. These wrestlers, especially Matt Knox, who are doing this, haven't earned shit whatsoever. They aren't bothered to earn title shots the right fucking way by being in title contender's matches; they get handed title shots because they want them, and it's garbage. They get one because they scream they want titles so bad so much. I know I haven't, and that's partly why I've avoided going for titles."

Ross Barnes: "Oh Konrad. You can't say you haven't earned a title shot. I think you have. This is a relapse, and that disappoints me. But you know there are other methods to getting title shots besides asking the champions. Maybe do what Enigma did, threaten the champions."

Konrad Raab: “I know you're right, but my focus isn't on the champions now. It's on that pipsqueak, Shaun Cruze, who had no business addressing shit to me the way he did. What my team did on Thursday, he had it coming. Maybe if he stayed the fuck out of my business with Enigma, who I still got unfinished business with, by the way, he wouldn't have received that attack.”

I was pretty mad about what Shaun said to me that I hadn't addressed because my focus at the time was the Adrenaline Tournament due to me being told to focus on it rather than Shaun Cruze, so I put it aside. Ross knew the situation, and although he knew the situation, he didn't really care for it.

Ross Barnes: “Can we focus on the point here? Now, before you face Shaun, who we know put that challenge towards you, what if you face another champion, even in a non-title situation with Bree, Deanna or Selena? Because the chances are high right now.”

Konrad Raab: “Then I approach it like any other match, honestly. Because Deanna, despite her efforts to beat Kim in violent matches, to tell you the truth, she only did it to win the Underground title. She didn't give enough violent spark for me to consider her as a threat. That's the issue with these champions. Just not threatening with violence enough for me to face them. As I said, I'd destroy them in five minutes, and that's what I meant by them not being a threat.”

Ross Barnes: “But what happens after Rise To Greatness? Shaun won't be a full-time wrestler after this match with you because, as I said, I know he'll accept the match with you. He only came back to face you and be gone after Rise To Greatness”

Konrad Raab: “I don't know, honestly. Wait for whoever will be my opponent and destroy them with force, no matter who it is. Should I even face anyone before Shaun, then go to Indianapolis for double loads of NASCAR racing, do two days of Indycar testing and then go to France for a bit.”

Of course, I know Ross isn't going to fucking get why I was going to France as I've not really spoken to him about my private life or shit like that, as the sessions had nothing to do with my private life. It's funny how little people know about it in SCW and NFW, which is a good thing regardless. We drank water together. Ross sighed with this response.

Ross Barnes: “But you got a match against Shaun Cruze at Rise To Greatness on that Sunday.”

Konrad Raab: “Of course you don't get it, I'm going there on Saturday, coming back to America on Sunday and go straight back to France on Monday. I'll be there in plenty of time. I got my reasons for going there, and I'm not telling you shit about it because it's none of your business.”

Ross Barnes: “I still think you need more work on your motivation to win titles on climbing more mountains apart from the ones we did in Portland, Italy and Switzerland.”

Although I eventually loved climbing the mountain in Portland, I hated the other two. I almost died at the Switzerland mountain because I just couldn't pull through and feared I was feeling altitude sickness. But that was just my head talking. I found the Italy one just as difficult, but climbing the Switzerland mountain was something I didn't want to do again.

Ross Barnes: “I just don't think you've really learned that much, and you need to find some way to feel that you want to win titles. I understand you want violence, and you use wrestling for that, I understand, and I also understand you want to take a ton of risks but find motivation beyond violence on facing Frosts and Bree for the titles you need.”

Konrad Raab: “All I feel right now is because I need to complete title tally with them, that's all I would feel and I need more motivation than just beating legends and champions for the title. I just got to figure out a way to give Bree and Frosts a reason, and if I can't, I'm more than patient enough to wait until a champion I want to face and have had a history with. Also earning it, too.”

That's what I believe I should do instead of being like the stains of stupid new blood like Matt Knox, jumping through hoops to face Deanna for the title because she was too much of a fucking pussy to make Matt earn his title shots like everyone else in SCW was afraid to do. Makes me sick how the state of wrestling was going.

Ross Barnes: “I get it and understand. Please bear in mind to focus on titles. I know it's boring to you, but you're a professional wrestler as well, and titles should be your focus, none of the added stuff. I know your passion is beyond titles.”

Konrad Raab: “The fact Marie questioned it because I'm not going for titles is the most stupid thing she's ever said. Bet half of these wrestlers wouldn't be in the business if titles weren't a thing. I would be because, you know, the main reason is to let my anger out, and I smash whoever I face next and Shaun back in their places.”

Ross Barnes: “Anyway, we will do more mountain climbing over the next month or so and your doing it, whether you like it or not. You must overcome your fear to go for the world title and, frankly, titles in general since the fear still holds you back. We will work on that maybe when your back from France. I leave you for now to gather your thoughts. Sorry for coming after having a hard day from racing.”

I shook my head as I was still frustrated I still could not win a road course or street course race, but I had no problems winning every other type of race course. It always pissed me off every time, and I did enough damage to the team garage by punching the wall on, still being unable to get the job done.

Anyway, Ross left with a lot for me to think about this whole stupid titles chase bullshit. It's hard for me to be interested in them at the moment because the current champions are not making things a challenge for me. I'm a patient person and want to wait for the right time to strike, but I still had Shaun to deal with and will end up making him suffer for his actions he said to me. Anyway, I just went to the anger room of my trailer and let my anger out for not winning a road course and street course race again. Before I went straight to bed for the night.

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Facing a boring champion that can relate to me but being stupid simultaneously, blog. (Online)

“You know idiots, I don't think any of you understand how much I've had to sacrifice NASCAR races last year just to wrestle on a goddamn Saturday for Breakdown shows, and yes, they are going to come first the rest of this, and certainly next year and I leave you to figure that out as to why. Funny coming from Marie, who left wrestling after losing matches, and funny coming from a sister who left a wrestling show cos she didn't want to wrestle years ago.

I always knew I would tackle Enigma at a later date, and it will fucking happen, Enigma. You have Shaun Cruze, the stupid pipsqueak who finally found his balls to challenge me instead to thank for delaying that match to happen, which I won't give up on either. All because he thought I was done with you, which I clearly wasn't and for me to focus on going for stupid titles, which I wasn't gonna do because the champions aren't worth a threat or a challenge. I wasn't going to allow that pipsqueak to talk to me like that, so my team destroyed his office to send that prick a message to not fuck with me, and he challenged me to a match which I would've accepted anyway.

You hear that, Deanna? I never lost my place in line to face Enigma, it's just a temporary basis that Shaun stopped me from wanting to hurt Enigma. Sure, you can praise me all you want for my efforts and how you want to sort shit out to crush and hurt Enigma for the damage he did on Ginny, although I can handle him myself, but do you really think with the matches you had with Kim which Kim forced you into makes you a violent wrestler? Do you honestly think I would work with you just because we had the same issues with Enigma?

Also, why are you accepting challenges from a guy who's the most undeserving title contender I've seen in this sport, Matt Knox? Why couldn't you make him earn his title match by having a non-title match with you first before giving him a title match? Just weak behaviour to allow him to do shit like this. I agree with Selena; she's doing everything right to make people earn title shots, not be handed to them because they scream how much they want them.

That's the fucking state of wrestling today, and these new blood wrestlers are causing a shit stain in the business, and I don't care what you did in other companies or the Rumble match, which is entirely irrelevant. When I came to SCW in two thousand and sixteen, I was fresh off from defending a title elsewhere, which I never lost, and I never ever was handed a title shot in my fifth match. I had to work for it because I want to earn my title shots, but you, Deanna, encourage that shit?

It makes me sick, and people like you deserve to be destroyed. You don't see my challenges for titles Deanna, Marie and everyone else, including Shaun, because I am patient, unlike these shit-stained new-blood wrestlers who can't be patient for one second. I'm waiting for the right champion to come along and feel they are worth a damn to fight, and I want to earn it, not get title matches handed to me on a silver platter just because I scream at the top of my lungs for wanting title shots. These wrestlers, I doubt, would be in the business if titles didn't exist. If you need titles to show passion, you don't belong in wrestling, simple as that. I don't need to win titles to show passion for wrestling; I use it for my anger and revenge. That's more passion than you shit-stained new blood wrestlers have here.

Also, Josh, you were wrong about stepping out of your comfort zone and making yourself successful. My team have done many regular tag matches and lost them. Dakon did a solo match with Enigma but lost in his first solo match, as he did with the US title match. Heck, I lost my first hardcore match when I did it, so you're talking utter bollocks. Wrestling beyond your comfort zone does not make you successful in the business. It's just people who got wins out of their comfort zones by luck, really, not because they were out of their comfort zones.

But Deanna, you are going to be crushed because I will show that stupid pipsqueak what a mistake he made by calling out shit about me not wanting to do the cliché rumble and how I've lost my way of wanting to be champion when Selena was not at all interesting to face her for the title in the first place.

Sure, you can do everything to settle things with Enigma, but I'm personally praying you lose to him so I can be motivated to face him for that championship and beat him myself. Sure, he'll likely come out, and you'll win the match assisted. Shaun will see what a massive mistake he made, and let's knock off the checkmate bitch part because the only people that will be checkmate bitches are you and Shaun. You can beat Enigma all you want, but I don't want you to retain the title; as much Enigma deserves a beating after what he did with my niece, you're not the problem, and truthfully speaking, you won't motivate me to be interested in facing you for the US title.

Enigma is a problem and would be much more of a challenge for me than for you, and I would rather be the one to beat him for the title. I will beat you in this match despite all the hype you have because you have been dominating contenders in your way, but you deserve a beating, and I will give every ounce of violence towards you, and you will be destroyed and broken. See you at Rise To Greatness, Shaun. By the way bring the attacking methods to me because I will embrace that shit like I did last week, use a weapon to hurt me even Shaun, I won't be running.”