09-04-2018, 03:59 PM
Polly Norah - Hear No evil
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Jenna Hudson was born legally deaf. She described her hearing as if she were under water and every one were speaking in muffled whispers.
Her brother SCW Hall of Famer josh hudson was always a huge influence on her. But lately with her alliance with Chad Evans and being a member of his harem they had not been on the best terms. Supporting each other still the relationship wasnt as good as it once was.
Jenna is several years younger then her brother so there wasnt the same closeness as some siblings but more of the bond that josh always took it upon himself to protect her from the world. Not shelter her but be there for her against the things she wasnt strong enough to face like bullies who would steal her hearing aid and make fun of her. Or even their father who had little tolerance for having a child with special needs.
Seeing her brother achieve so much in his life was a huge inspiration for Jenna he was her hero already he would have been if he had just become a mechanic or a gym teacher or anything. Because he was always there for her. Because he taught her the difference between right and wrong. Because he protected her when she wasn't strong enough to do it herself. But when he achieved the amount of success he did it inspired her as well. It inspired her to be stronger to not let her disabilities drag her down.
She fought to be stronger because her brother always told her that because she couldnt hear like every one else that didnt mean she should close her self out that doesnt mean she should just accept that she is less then every one else. That she was still something that she still could be something if that is what she wanted if she was willing to do the work.
He was a constant inspiration to her in that to her he was always fighting for what he believed in he was always achieveing things that people didnt think he could.
She took that approach now raising her young daughter. She wanted to set an example that she could be proud of that what ever disabilities or whatever makes you different from some one else. Shouldnt stop you from doing your best to try to achieve your dreams.
Mind you that didnt make her proud of her current alliegance with Chad Evans and Lexi...or now Bianca Evans. In Bianca Jenna saw some one that was lost that she could tell Chad was taking advantage of that he was using Lexi or Bianca's desire to belong or for attention whichever or more likely both against her. He could see how hard Bianca tried to make Chad happy but nothing was good enough. So She tried to help by joining chads group by taking some of the abuse so it was easier for Lexi. But it wasnt and it only made her jealous.
Jenna had feelings for the girl a crush if you will but as she saw Lexi change now into Bianca she was regretting joining this little group. She was seeing that Bianca wasn't getting better she wasn't becoming stronger to protect herself or even growing as a person more that she was turning into Chad. Before lexi was obsessive attention starved. And in her way full of life. now it was like a switch flipped and she hardly even cared about life. The transformation was like that that she was decaying away until the Lexi that Jenna cared for was dead.
This came to a head when Jenna found Lexi unconcious in the pool. She was able to give Lexi cbr and revive her. But then she would find out from chad that this wasnt the first time Lexi had attempted to take her own life. Then came the series of days where chad kept Lexi locked up with only a doctor coming to check on her.
It was disturbing seeing a person fall apart this way or decay like i said earlier. And really had Jenna questioning her place in the world and in Chads harem. When Lexi returned from her breif exile she was much the same a walking zombie if you will. I could tell she was taking just about any Drug she could get her hands on. And days later. Thats when Chad sent Saraiel and I away i wanted desperately to save this girl but...Jenna couldn't...
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We hadnt seen Lexi for weeks i didnt know if she were alive or dead. We hadnt heard from her or Chad and part of me was happy maybe things had calmed. I dreaded getting a text with some horrible news. part of me just was happy to away from that world away from that chaos and especially away from chad. I was happy to be home and was happy my brother Josh was coming to see me.
Josh and I hadn't been in contact as much as i had liked and i wanted him to be in my daughters life. So I invited him over.
I feel my cell vibrate with the notification of the door as i am deaf i cant really "hear" a door bell but i know who it is and i turn down the stove and rush to the door my hair in a bunn wearing a black t-shirt with the cover of "friday the 13th part 4" on it. and a pair of black leggings. I give him a big hug and then sign to him "How are you"
I can feel the vibration of my daughters feet as she runs towards us i step away she hugs josh I slip my hand into my pocket and put on my hearing aid i preferred not to wear it but it was easier when their were multiple people around.
"Hows my favorite niece?"Josh asks
"I drew a picture for you" My daughter holds up a picture she had drawn she is only threw but she had some talent even for then the three of us with a angel in the sky...for her mother. my wife who had passed away in child birth. I wasnt actually biologically my daughters mother of course...I was her aunt actually. Josh was her father he had donated in my wife's insistance i think she wanted to have a child that was as close to mine as possible. He had spent so long protecting me and now he gave me probably the one thing that kept me going after losing the love of my life.
"Thats beautiful" He says smiling taking the picture.
"How is Rachel?" I ask in sign before quickly glancing at to the stove making sure i wasnt burning dinner.
"Fine" He signs i nod in response signing to my daughter to go play and decide to leave that conversation where it was and not dig any further into that.
"Are you okay with everything you sure you dont need any help" Josh asks he was always the big brother even when i was a grown adult with a child of my own.
"I'm fine i have the nanny for when i am working. I get paid enough that i am keeping up with the rent everything is fine"I respond
"I wish you wouldn't associate with that asshole Chad" Josh says.
"Its a job" I respond although i'd never tell him the other things i had to do the things chad has made me do behind closed doors. Even with the extra money i recieved it was like blood money. Submitting to him playing his games degrading myself why did i keep finding myself in these positions how have i ended up in two harem groups.
"You could do better" he signs with a bitter expression
"Food will be done soon" I sign back trying to change the subject
Josh shakes his head in what i think is both annoyance and a bit of just dropping the subject he doesnt seem well he seems on edge like a lot is on his shoulders.
"Are you ok?"I sign to him with one hand as i stirr the pasta.
"Whats ok" He responds
"Are you happy?" I ask
"No but who is" He signs back
"Is it that bad?" I ask a response really showed how frustrated he was with things with the world with his career.
"It could be worse but i just hate the idea of being complacent with my standing that it is ok to lose that it is acceptable just to be a whipping boy because of what i achieved in the past." Josh signs back to me.
"Then change then do something different. "I say to him before checking on the food for a second before returning my gaze to him.
"What do you mean?" he asks
"You always told me that you cant let my disability hold me down that i can achieve anything if i do the work if i fight for what i want. " I say to him he nods in response.
"You've accepted things as they are and if you arent happy with that then the one person you are hurting the most is your self. You have a problem with complacency then change things. If you dont just want to accept being a legend being on a level that few people will ever achieve then its time to turn the page josh. Some times things do fall into your lap but sometimes you have to make the first move." I say
"Your right little sis...i thought i was suppose to be the wise older sibling" Josh says patting me on the head
"Not wise trust me i've made my share of dumb mistakes and i am going to continue to make mistakes but its that. That defines us not just the good not just the titles and good stuff but the bad as well the disapointment and the loss that also shapes us but you do have the power to take control and change the path you are on...i realize just saying this that maybe i need to as well.""
I sign thinking about Chad/Bianca and the harem.
Josh just nods. "So food almost done?"
I nod and finish up the last of the preparations and bring the food to the table i serve out every ones food being "Disabled" has always made me stubbron in that i refuse help most of the time and this need to be independent. But here i was in a team a team that was failing. Saraiel was in awful shape and i had just let her do her own thing...which was a mistake she was blaming her self for our loses herself for our current slump and maybe part of it was i was frustrated with her. But i was the one that trained her i was the one that was carrying too much of the weight on my back maybe it was time. We acted more like a team maybe its time i supported her more then just letting her make mistakes maybe i was time i stepped up helping her improve in other ways i dont know...something needed to change thats for sure
Then later after we were finished dinner my phone buzzed.
"Come back to the house tomorrow"-Lexi.
I didnt know what it was about it was the first text i had gotten from her in days atleast it wasnt chad texting me to dispose of the body. But what could it be about what was happening?
-Too Be continued (in my other stuff)-
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Jenna Hudson was born legally deaf. She described her hearing as if she were under water and every one were speaking in muffled whispers.
Her brother SCW Hall of Famer josh hudson was always a huge influence on her. But lately with her alliance with Chad Evans and being a member of his harem they had not been on the best terms. Supporting each other still the relationship wasnt as good as it once was.
Jenna is several years younger then her brother so there wasnt the same closeness as some siblings but more of the bond that josh always took it upon himself to protect her from the world. Not shelter her but be there for her against the things she wasnt strong enough to face like bullies who would steal her hearing aid and make fun of her. Or even their father who had little tolerance for having a child with special needs.
Seeing her brother achieve so much in his life was a huge inspiration for Jenna he was her hero already he would have been if he had just become a mechanic or a gym teacher or anything. Because he was always there for her. Because he taught her the difference between right and wrong. Because he protected her when she wasn't strong enough to do it herself. But when he achieved the amount of success he did it inspired her as well. It inspired her to be stronger to not let her disabilities drag her down.
She fought to be stronger because her brother always told her that because she couldnt hear like every one else that didnt mean she should close her self out that doesnt mean she should just accept that she is less then every one else. That she was still something that she still could be something if that is what she wanted if she was willing to do the work.
He was a constant inspiration to her in that to her he was always fighting for what he believed in he was always achieveing things that people didnt think he could.
She took that approach now raising her young daughter. She wanted to set an example that she could be proud of that what ever disabilities or whatever makes you different from some one else. Shouldnt stop you from doing your best to try to achieve your dreams.
Mind you that didnt make her proud of her current alliegance with Chad Evans and Lexi...or now Bianca Evans. In Bianca Jenna saw some one that was lost that she could tell Chad was taking advantage of that he was using Lexi or Bianca's desire to belong or for attention whichever or more likely both against her. He could see how hard Bianca tried to make Chad happy but nothing was good enough. So She tried to help by joining chads group by taking some of the abuse so it was easier for Lexi. But it wasnt and it only made her jealous.
Jenna had feelings for the girl a crush if you will but as she saw Lexi change now into Bianca she was regretting joining this little group. She was seeing that Bianca wasn't getting better she wasn't becoming stronger to protect herself or even growing as a person more that she was turning into Chad. Before lexi was obsessive attention starved. And in her way full of life. now it was like a switch flipped and she hardly even cared about life. The transformation was like that that she was decaying away until the Lexi that Jenna cared for was dead.
This came to a head when Jenna found Lexi unconcious in the pool. She was able to give Lexi cbr and revive her. But then she would find out from chad that this wasnt the first time Lexi had attempted to take her own life. Then came the series of days where chad kept Lexi locked up with only a doctor coming to check on her.
It was disturbing seeing a person fall apart this way or decay like i said earlier. And really had Jenna questioning her place in the world and in Chads harem. When Lexi returned from her breif exile she was much the same a walking zombie if you will. I could tell she was taking just about any Drug she could get her hands on. And days later. Thats when Chad sent Saraiel and I away i wanted desperately to save this girl but...Jenna couldn't...
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We hadnt seen Lexi for weeks i didnt know if she were alive or dead. We hadnt heard from her or Chad and part of me was happy maybe things had calmed. I dreaded getting a text with some horrible news. part of me just was happy to away from that world away from that chaos and especially away from chad. I was happy to be home and was happy my brother Josh was coming to see me.
Josh and I hadn't been in contact as much as i had liked and i wanted him to be in my daughters life. So I invited him over.
I feel my cell vibrate with the notification of the door as i am deaf i cant really "hear" a door bell but i know who it is and i turn down the stove and rush to the door my hair in a bunn wearing a black t-shirt with the cover of "friday the 13th part 4" on it. and a pair of black leggings. I give him a big hug and then sign to him "How are you"
I can feel the vibration of my daughters feet as she runs towards us i step away she hugs josh I slip my hand into my pocket and put on my hearing aid i preferred not to wear it but it was easier when their were multiple people around.
"Hows my favorite niece?"Josh asks
"I drew a picture for you" My daughter holds up a picture she had drawn she is only threw but she had some talent even for then the three of us with a angel in the sky...for her mother. my wife who had passed away in child birth. I wasnt actually biologically my daughters mother of course...I was her aunt actually. Josh was her father he had donated in my wife's insistance i think she wanted to have a child that was as close to mine as possible. He had spent so long protecting me and now he gave me probably the one thing that kept me going after losing the love of my life.
"Thats beautiful" He says smiling taking the picture.
"How is Rachel?" I ask in sign before quickly glancing at to the stove making sure i wasnt burning dinner.
"Fine" He signs i nod in response signing to my daughter to go play and decide to leave that conversation where it was and not dig any further into that.
"Are you okay with everything you sure you dont need any help" Josh asks he was always the big brother even when i was a grown adult with a child of my own.
"I'm fine i have the nanny for when i am working. I get paid enough that i am keeping up with the rent everything is fine"I respond
"I wish you wouldn't associate with that asshole Chad" Josh says.
"Its a job" I respond although i'd never tell him the other things i had to do the things chad has made me do behind closed doors. Even with the extra money i recieved it was like blood money. Submitting to him playing his games degrading myself why did i keep finding myself in these positions how have i ended up in two harem groups.
"You could do better" he signs with a bitter expression
"Food will be done soon" I sign back trying to change the subject
Josh shakes his head in what i think is both annoyance and a bit of just dropping the subject he doesnt seem well he seems on edge like a lot is on his shoulders.
"Are you ok?"I sign to him with one hand as i stirr the pasta.
"Whats ok" He responds
"Are you happy?" I ask
"No but who is" He signs back
"Is it that bad?" I ask a response really showed how frustrated he was with things with the world with his career.
"It could be worse but i just hate the idea of being complacent with my standing that it is ok to lose that it is acceptable just to be a whipping boy because of what i achieved in the past." Josh signs back to me.
"Then change then do something different. "I say to him before checking on the food for a second before returning my gaze to him.
"What do you mean?" he asks
"You always told me that you cant let my disability hold me down that i can achieve anything if i do the work if i fight for what i want. " I say to him he nods in response.
"You've accepted things as they are and if you arent happy with that then the one person you are hurting the most is your self. You have a problem with complacency then change things. If you dont just want to accept being a legend being on a level that few people will ever achieve then its time to turn the page josh. Some times things do fall into your lap but sometimes you have to make the first move." I say
"Your right little sis...i thought i was suppose to be the wise older sibling" Josh says patting me on the head
"Not wise trust me i've made my share of dumb mistakes and i am going to continue to make mistakes but its that. That defines us not just the good not just the titles and good stuff but the bad as well the disapointment and the loss that also shapes us but you do have the power to take control and change the path you are on...i realize just saying this that maybe i need to as well.""
I sign thinking about Chad/Bianca and the harem.
Josh just nods. "So food almost done?"
I nod and finish up the last of the preparations and bring the food to the table i serve out every ones food being "Disabled" has always made me stubbron in that i refuse help most of the time and this need to be independent. But here i was in a team a team that was failing. Saraiel was in awful shape and i had just let her do her own thing...which was a mistake she was blaming her self for our loses herself for our current slump and maybe part of it was i was frustrated with her. But i was the one that trained her i was the one that was carrying too much of the weight on my back maybe it was time. We acted more like a team maybe its time i supported her more then just letting her make mistakes maybe i was time i stepped up helping her improve in other ways i dont know...something needed to change thats for sure
Then later after we were finished dinner my phone buzzed.
"Come back to the house tomorrow"-Lexi.
I didnt know what it was about it was the first text i had gotten from her in days atleast it wasnt chad texting me to dispose of the body. But what could it be about what was happening?
-Too Be continued (in my other stuff)-
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Writer of Dillusion, David Helms, Katelyn Buehler, Kordy and Bianca Evans
Writer of Dillusion, David Helms, Katelyn Buehler, Kordy and Bianca Evans