07-23-2023, 10:48 PM
Chicago, Illinois. Wednesday 19th July. (Offline)
After Jasmine left my home to return to her home town in Indianapolis, Indiana, to film for her skateboarding video in promotion for the X-Games, I returned to the empty house, bored again. Although this time, when Wrestlestock Festival ended, I asked her to be my lady friend, and she accepted. Something we weren't looking for, but the love came looking for us. I was sad, but at the same time, I knew I had to get back to business also, especially regarding wrestling. Somehow, Ginny Raab managed to find out where I lived. Technically, I didn't tell her to come over or where I lived, but she texted early this morning that I need to come to see you for a wrestling discussion.
This was valid, considering I'd only have time to talk to her on Sunday and by then, I would've already written notes for the match and be too late. She wants to nail points to me, like winning the title. I only attacked Justin Davis because he disrespected Kim and the division itself. Otherwise, I wouldn't have fucking cared because winning titles was not my goal anymore; I've accepted that, and I had way more fun focusing on my enemies. People like Kandis still needed to be dealt with, and it bothered me that I still hadn't fought Kandis.
She's always on my mind, and I wanted to ruin her fucking night by trying to capture the SCW title from Selena Frost, and I will do so because I wanted her to take my fucking head off when SCW returns. Anyway, I can't focus on the future now as I have to focus on Justin Davis and Kim Williams. As I got out lime-flavoured no sugar Rockstar Energy drinks for me and Ginny out of the fridge and put them on the table in the living room. Granted, she had spent the entire week in Las Vegas, learning more about my twin brother and his husband, but she also said she needed to see me.
I waited as I sat on the sofa, waiting for her arrival, even though I'd only just gotten back from dropping Jasmine off at her home to ensure she got there in time for the skateboarding video she had to do. Five minutes later, the doorbell rang, and I went to the front door, took the phone off the receiver, and pressed the button to let her in as I could see from the small camera who it was at the door. I opened the door, and she gave me quite a big hug, knowing my twin brother had told her more about me and he knew more about her too. She sat on the sofa, and I closed the door and sat with her.
Genevieve Raab: "Thank god, we got time to chat about this because you know damn well I know you're gonna say something you will regret."
Konrad Raab: "What's that?"
Genevieve Raab: "Oh, I don't know, something you'll say about not caring to win the Underground title."
Konrad Raab: "I don't, though, and I meant every single word of it. Genevieve, do you honestly think if I wanted to win the title, I would've done something about it months ago?"
That was why I had no reason to go for the title, and that's how I felt about it, and nothing would change my mind. I'm aware I put myself in that situation because of Justin Davis disrespecting the division, but it didn't mean I wanted to go for or win the title. Genevieve shook her head and even got angry at me for my lack of care for winning the title.
Genevieve Raab: "You can't be serious, Konrad. Good god, this title shot was meant for you to win. I know you want to have your hands on Kandis, which is your main goal, but you must consider this situation. You're the one who put your hands on Justin Davis; what did you think would happen?"
Konrad Raab: "Only because he disrespected the division and Kim, who happens to be my friend and the only wrestling opponent I respect because of the wars I've been in with her. One brutal match we had where we nearly killed each other made me have respect for her."
Genevieve Raab: "No, that's not the main reason. Look at what you've done. You've had an underground match at the last PPV and a cage match on Breakdown. Many people don't understand that you did those matches because you enjoyed yourself, and that showed it, especially with the Ace match. As much as you hate for me to say it, you've earned that title shot more than Justin Davis has, and you've done more Underground-type matches than Kim has, and she's champion."
I mean, granted, I did enjoy myself beating the shit out of the Marshall brothers and given, I did enjoy being in Underground and Cage matches, but it still didn't mean I cared for winning the title. I had a great day, and I didn't want my day to be ruined by my manager trying to get my head straight about focusing on winning.
Konrad Raab: "Did I tell you what happened when I focused on titles, wins and losses so much? It fucking made me miserable, and that's something I can't go back to."
Genevieve Raab: "This belt was made for you, Konrad. You have to care about winning this match. Do you want the title and the division to be ruined by Justin Davis? Would you rather be the one to win the title and keep the Underground division going by doing the matches you've done if Kimberly fails to win?"
I had to scratch my head because she did have a point; Kim nor myself ever wanted Justin Davis to become champion for the Underground division again. Significantly how much he degraded the division. When she said it, it made me rethink this match as a whole. I couldn't say anything back towards that because she was right.
Genevieve Raab: "I think I got you if you can't say anything because you know I'm right. You know your actions in the ring got you to this match before and after attacking Justin Davis. Please, Konrad, reconsider that you want to win the title and the match. Otherwise, you wouldn't still be in the Underground division doing these matches."
Konrad Raab: "If it's to stop Justin Davis winning the title from Kim and me taking the title away from Justin, I see where you made sense. Yes, Justin has disrespected the division, and Kim even said I'm the leading guy for the division since no other guys apart from me until now with Justin have been remotely interested in winning the belt."
Genevieve Raab: "Now, we're getting somewhere, and I know it's really early, but I know this was the only day I can catch you before writing about the match with your opponents involved. Otherwise, it would've been too late with the Pocono Raceway Xfinity Series race you got to do on Saturday and then fly straight to Toronto on Sunday. However, Kim also attacked you after you dealt with Justin, and you need to answer that."
Konrad Raab: "It's our sign of respect when we attack each other; that's what you have to understand. She didn't attack me because she hates my guts like Kim did with Justin; it's because Kim knows I'm the only guy in terms of brutality I can give to her, and she respects that out of me, although it took me months later to realise that. I've apologised and owed her back for me neglecting that.”
I took a break from talking and drank some of my lime Rockstar Energy sugar free drink.
Konrad Raab: “You said it right; I have done more underground-type matches than she has. When I become champion, ugh, as much as I hate having to say that, I will make sure that I do all the underground matches solos and tag team style because I'm not allowing everyone to forget that the division made me become a dangerous wrestler."
Genevieve Raab: "Thank you, finally coming here and knocking some sense out of you has been worth it. Markus told me you went through a divorce lately that you haven't told me about, and I'm sorry for that. That explains why you were so aggressive towards Ace Marshall, Justin and Kim as of late, and I liked you used anger for constructive use. I want to see your aggression in that match you did alone."
Konrad Raab: "Yeah, well, that's not relevant to you, even though you're a part of my family, but I don't want to talk about it, and I don't care to talk about it."
That was the one thing that had me concerned about talking about my private life: it would spill to wrestling, even though Datura would've exposed it anyway, considering she's on efedder now. However, it was still a new relationship for me, and I'm still learning more about Jasmine. Anyway, how I kept her off my mind is beyond me. I drank my lime Rockstar Energy drink.
Genevieve Raab: "Good because your focus should be on the Underground title alone, and by the way, these drinks are nice. Maybe I have to buy some at a local store."
Konrad Raab: "They are my NASCAR sponsors because I did need strong sponsors on my side, and Monster and Red Bull wanted me, but knowing how strict they are on getting merchandise and especially diecasts made, I went with Rockstar because they weren't restricting of that."
Genevieve Raab: "Oh, that's why I've seen you drink them a lot. Makes sense now, and that vegan takeaway place I assume you're sponsored with too."
Konrad Raab: "Every sponsor you see, either it's related to me or, in the case of Rockstar Energy, they wanted to sponsor me. Anyway, it's nice to meet you, and I promise I will write about winning the title and caring about it or, rather, care about preventing Justin Davis from winning it. I've beaten him for the belt before, and I'll do it again."
Genevieve Raab: "Thank you, that's all I ask for."
She shook my hand and hugged me, knowing we wouldn't see each other until Sunday morning as she took a couple of my Rockstar Energy drinks from the fridge, even though she could technically because they were my sponsors. They send me a lot of drinks every week because I was being sponsored by them, and I might have to put their logo on my wrestling gear sometime, along with the NASCAR Xfinity Series logo too.
I usually get to the PPV a few hours before the PPV starts, but because this was Rise To Greatness and I was scheduled to do a fan session, I had to be there in the morning at least, especially now I've got more than just fans in wrestling now that supported me. This time, SCW bosses understand that I will be given NASCAR diecasts, NASCAR hero cards, and NASCAR merchandise for me to sign. I will already have NASCAR hero cards that I will spend the entire weekend signing in preparation for Rise To Greatness for people to pick one of those up, too, as I'd only sign wrestling hero cards then.
I was sure that SCW bosses would allow it this year, especially since they know I'm a NASCAR Xfinity Series title contender, and I have been given stuff to sign wrestling-wise at NASCAR events, too, and NASCAR bosses accept that. Anyway, I just chilled out for the day, playing on my PlayStation Five with NASCAR Heat Five game to play Pocono Raceway track. Afterwards, I wanked myself off about Jasmine, who would be a big part of my life after I asked her to be my lady friend on Monday.
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Long Pond, Pennsylvania. Saturday 22nd July. (Offline)
Another race, another weekend, except this place, will be just like Rise To Greatness fan fest tomorrow; so much fan interaction, and I signed a lot of autographs already, that's on top of the ones I will be signing today and getting half of these NASCAR Hero Cards signed for Rise To Greatness Fan Access event I'm scheduled to be at tomorrow for fans that are both wrestling and NASCAR fans to pick up. It was still too early in the morning for fan interaction, and it was mostly a day for NASCAR Cup Series drivers, which I wasn't this week because of the Rise To Greatness event on the same day, although NASCAR Xfinity Series race day was today too at Pocono Raceway.
As I was trying to get as many signed as possible, there was a knock on my motorhome door. Sometimes, drivers like to talk to other drivers off the grid, and this was the case, especially since today was the last day I got to interact with them before I went to Canada. I put the lid on the pen and stopped signing, which was good because my hand started to hurt after I signed half yesterday and half today. The knocks happened again, and I got up and answered it; it was my best friend, AJ Allmendinger. He came in and sat down as I removed the hero cards to place them on the chair we weren't sitting on.
AJ Allmendinger: "What's with the NASCAR Hero Cards signings you're doing there?"
Konrad Raab: "It's for Rise To Greatness Fan Access tomorrow. I'm scheduled to meet the wrestling fans tomorrow morning, and I needed to finish all of these."
AJ Allmendinger: "That's great, man. Listen, there's something I got to talk to you about; it's about the baby."
Konrad Raab: "How's all that going? Sorry for not asking you."
AJ Allmendinger: "It's going perfectly, and will be born next month. Tara and I started talking amongst ourselves and thought for you to be the godfather to our son. How would you feel about that?"
Wow, it's one thing for me to arrange the baby shower for him, but to be a godfather to his baby? That means so much to me, and I had to answer back.
Konrad Raab: "You're joking, right?"
AJ Allmendinger: "No, perfectly serious."
Konrad Raab: "Yes, of course, I'll be the godfather to your baby."
He had a smile on his face as he hugged me with the great news he had. I never asked once again to be in that position of being a godfather to his baby, but it meant so much to me that I had a tear in my eye that AJ trusted me with this. But there was something else on his mind too.
AJ Allmendinger: "When Martin and I tried to check up on you last week and to go out and socialise, we heard orgasm screams of you and a lady. Got something to tell me about that?"
Konrad Raab: "You and Martin heard that?"
It looks like I've been caught after all when I thought nobody would hear me and Jasmine getting down to business last weekend. AJ nodded, and I knew Jasmine said I could tell the drivers if they asked about last week, and since AJ asked, I was going to tell him.
Konrad Raab: "Yeah, about that, I found someone at Wrestlestock festival that, at the time, could be my lady friend. We weren't official when we were together that weekend because I just wanted female company, but we had an excellent connection. We spoke a lot to get to know each other. We weren't a couple until I asked Monday. I did not expect to have feelings for this woman so fast, and I wasn't looking for love, nor was she."
AJ Allmendinger: "Wow, congratulations, bro. Sometimes love is like that. Even though you weren't looking for it, it comes for you instead. What's her name?"
Konrad Raab: “Jasmine Williams. She couldn't come this week because of the X Games event in California. She's a skateboarder. Yeah, even she wasn't looking for love either. So it just hit us, and our feelings for each other intensified."
AJ Allmendinger: "Damn man, nice one. So what you gonna do about the match tomorrow like you're in a title match, but you don't care about winning the belt."
Of course, AJ would know; he follows or tries to with my career since he's my best friend in NASCAR. However, I hadn't cared until Wednesday with a strong speech my manager, my niece, made to me at my Chicago home. AJ was nice to check if I was alright, which is the primary purpose of the visit and what we've discussed. It bothered me even though I got involved in attacking Justin Davis.
Konrad Raab: "My niece told me I have to care about winning the title for one reason only, to prevent Justin Davis from winning it. Even if I'm the one that gets pinned by Kim, it's still a goal I achieved. The guy has been disrespecting the division, the title and Kim herself. He serves no purpose of being in the match. The only reason he is because he seeks glory."
AJ Allmendinger: "Sounds like bullshit. I tell you the truth from what I've seen. You deserve the title shot more than him because I'm no wrestling expert, but even though you've not won matches, you've done way more than he has winning the TV title. I've not seen Justin do that, like you've been brutal and vicious and done two violent matches. However, you also got Kim to contend with, and she attacked you."
Konrad Raab: "I told you before, that's how we respect each other. It's not like me and you sort of friendship, you know, it's different because she knows how violent I can get, and beating the living shit out of each other to the point we almost died is the sign of respect we had for each other. I know I have to win, and the thought of it makes me miserable, but I can't let this go to waste, as you and my niece said."
AJ Allmendinger: "Wait, that green hair girl, that's your niece?"
Konrad Raab: "Yep."
AJ widened his eyes at me, confused, and I nodded my head, even if it caused me to be angry at times with the decision.
AJ Allmendinger: "I had no idea. Damn."
Konrad Raab: "Thank Mr Dickhead for allowing that to happen. But at the same time, she's a good manager despite her lack of experience. That said, I'm still going batter the living shit out of Kim and especially Justin Davis. I will leave them for their blood and leave them lying from the battering I'll do to them."
AJ Allmendinger: "Anyway, I just wanted to check, and you seem pretty happy. I'm glad we didn't bust in last week as Martin and I wanted to check your alright and you weren't killing yourself like me checking on you today."
Konrad Raab: "Trust me, you don't need to do that anymore with what I said. Sorry for the loud noises last week. Me and Jasmine wanted to get used to each other, but I couldn't fight my feelings off because they ended up so strong that I had to ask her to be my lady friend. She's not what you expect when you see her next week. Anyway, I let you go since you got practice and qualifying to do in a minute."
That he did as we embraced, a handshake and a pat on the back, and he left. I was really thankful to have a good friend like AJ checking up on me, and I feel bad now that he and Martin were going to check up on me, but they thought second of it when they heard orgasm noises, but they did the right thing by leaving me alone. I put the NASCAR Hero Cards that weren't signed on the table and continued to sign them. If any were left after the race later, I would sign some more to take to Rise To Greatness fan fest tomorrow.
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Retaining the prestige of the Underground division is essential, but I need to win the title at the same time notes, to write. (Online)
"So Rise To Greatness is here, and I'm not writing this in Toronto, Canada, as I wouldn't have time to do so. I'm writing this at Pocono Raceway track at Long Pond, Pennsylvania because four hours ago, I had to race for the NASCAR Xfinity Series race as I'm a championship contender and won the race. So now is the perfect time to talk about my opponents, one who's so stupid that he thinks he belongs in this match, only having a purpose of being in it to win the title and the other who is dedicated to the division and is the current champion.
First off, I won't have any fucking respect for your disrespectful ass, Justin Davis. With all the other titles you could've gone for with Adrenaline, US, World or even Tag where you know, you can be just like all the other boring wrestlers around here, winning by skill; you poked the penguin by attacking her during the match because I quote, you wanted to take a shot. Even though you hate being a part of the Underground division, I could sense that with how terribly you performed against me when the title was on the line, you want to win the title anyway, for what? Because you won your first title in the Underground division?
Fuck out of here, Justin, you disrespectful pig. I legit have no respect for you because you trash and hate the division. Then why did you go for the belt you're trying to kill that Kim and I have built towards you stupid cunt? Even Kim will call you ass out for your shitty methods that are useless to your cause. Only because Kim was an easy target, she didn't have a title contender. Because you're sorry, self can't be consistent. Fucking hell Justin, at least stick to your word instead of being a hypocrite. At least attack Syren, who also didn't have the Adrenaline title contender to contend with, but you only exist because of the gold you want to win; you don't care about the prestige of the title, you don't care about violence, and you certainly do not want to win the title, only in the match for the sake of it.
You make me sick because even Kim didn't want to face you, as I said, and you want to talk about self-inflicting scars and cuts? Motherfucker, I kept my wounds from both self-inflicting and from matches I've had in wrestling, including bits of glass I still have in my body because I didn't want them taken out and with burns all over my body, too. Also, if Rachel Foxx was a hardcore legend, how come she has never returned to face me or Kim, the current hardcore legends in SCW? Seems scared if you ask me to retain her status as that. But she's the past, and I forgot she existed.
Because the true hardcore legend around here isn't her or even you; it's Kimberly Williams. Hi Kim, how are you doing? I admire and appreciate you being the only wrestler who cares about the legacy and prestige you carry for the title, and the respect I said in the back to you a few months ago was for real. It took me months to actually believe you respect me.
I love our bloody wars and the violence we cause to each other; I loved every single match we've ever done, and it's ironic, isn't it, that I was defending the honour and pride you had for the division that I attacked Justin Davis who again has no business being in this match or to say he took his shot because you didn't have a title contender. Weak, pathetic man. I never needed to attack you to make a point, Kim, because, unlike Justin, you know what I've done around here with The Marshall Brothers, tackling them in Underground-type matches, something I sense you haven't done much of.
Which is funny. Don't you think you've been wasting your time, taking part in solo's matches against other people when you care so much as you do about the Underground division? You've lost sight of that a bit. I have done nothing, but Underground-type matches, and that's why you want to face me, right? Also, do you and Justin think I don't care about winning the title? How things change.
Because nobody wants to see Justin walk away with the title with how much he takes a shit on the title, heck he's done that already and there's no passion to his wrestling that speaks Underground wrestling style anyway. You respect this division, and I also admire you tried to bring weapons to the Rumble match; if only the stupid fucking SCW title wasn't the thing to win? Having a hardcore rumble-style match for the Underground title on the line would be more enjoyable. I've seen the hard work you've put in the division alone, and sure, you've had a few successful defences, but you have yet to do any hardcore matches since then, and that's pretty sad to see.
But we also can't allow Justin to see that we respect each other when we throw down and beat the living shit out of each other, and how I wish this was a deathmatch instead of the same old Underground-style match. When I become champion, it's one of the changes I want to make is to have matches more than just Underground matches. Have a cage, hell in a cell, elimination chamber, ladder, tables matches or deathmatches too. My team, European Fiery Nation, is also making sure there will be more hardcore matches. Surprised you haven't thought of that.
But that's how far I go. I don't need to ask, demand or attack you; you've been asking to face me again for the title for so freaking long. I may have been a little rough on you, but it's because you know how much the title would mean to me when I win it. You know I've done more underground matches than you have in recent weeks. Everything I've done in SCW has been nothing but violent, and part of it was because my life outside the track and the ring has gone to total shit.
I have nothing to lose because I have already lost everything in my life, and I may not have cared about winning titles, but I don't need to tell you. I will show it in the ring by fucking you and Justin up. Justin, especially because that fuckhead thinks he can attack you to win gold. What, because it's the first title you won? Most likely, back when you won it, nobody was worth a damn to win the belt. The competition now is far higher than when you won the belt. You make no fucking sense, and I have no problems busting you open because you're a disgrace and a joke to the Underground division. You're not in other title divisions but in this one.
We are having this match because Kim and I have passion for the division, well, more me as of late and literally, this belt was made for me to win because I was the only guy until your ignorant ass came along. Me and Kim busted each other open; we literally fucking killed each other to win the Underground title in matches you wouldn't even beg to think we could do. I went to GCW to face Kim for the twenty-four-seven hardcore title Datura holds right now.
I'm sick and demanded enough to beat the fuck out of you, Justin, because you're clearly blind as hell to ignore what I've done to the Marshall brothers, and I didn't need to win to make a fucking statement, unlike you of the world of brutality. In fact, they had to win to survive against me. I fucked Ace up so severely that you wouldn't want to face the brutality I can do. I may not talk a lot during the shows, but I fucking show it. I will use weapons available to me in the ring and crack your fucking heads with them.
I embrace you both doing the same to me as well because I beg and plead to be busted open and broken by you both, and I will smile because I don't feel psychical pain, and every scream I let out in the ring, it's a pain I think mentally that I scream to let out and makes me feel better. I don't know the meaning of psychical pain.
You can try to do everything to end me, but Kim and Justin will end because I'm not afraid of anything in wrestling or at least not anymore. I will use flames to light just to get the Underground title around my waist and fucking defend it in various matches apart from Underground style. I will leave blood all over the ring from my own hands. I'm a sick fuck that thrives on seeing people like Justin and Kim in pain.
I even love hearing myself in pain mentally because of all the burns, cuts and scars I got, I treasure them, and I'm going to fuck you two up to win the Underground title, especially preventing it from the passionless Justin Davis. I will pin you, Justin or Kim to win the title because I can, and I will do it as Kim knows I'd do everything to destroy her to win the belt. It's going to be no different this time around. I may even ruin Kandis's night from capturing the SCW title because she deserves the beatings that await her, but you two got it coming too, and you will see the most dangerous man in SCW right now because you're not that Justin; you're weak and pathetic.
Kim, I hope you understand that we beat the fuck out of each other, and I win the belt because I ended up being more violent and better than you in the ring, but we can work together to prevent Justin from ever winning the Underground title. I see you fuckers out there in that ring tomorrow night."
After Jasmine left my home to return to her home town in Indianapolis, Indiana, to film for her skateboarding video in promotion for the X-Games, I returned to the empty house, bored again. Although this time, when Wrestlestock Festival ended, I asked her to be my lady friend, and she accepted. Something we weren't looking for, but the love came looking for us. I was sad, but at the same time, I knew I had to get back to business also, especially regarding wrestling. Somehow, Ginny Raab managed to find out where I lived. Technically, I didn't tell her to come over or where I lived, but she texted early this morning that I need to come to see you for a wrestling discussion.
This was valid, considering I'd only have time to talk to her on Sunday and by then, I would've already written notes for the match and be too late. She wants to nail points to me, like winning the title. I only attacked Justin Davis because he disrespected Kim and the division itself. Otherwise, I wouldn't have fucking cared because winning titles was not my goal anymore; I've accepted that, and I had way more fun focusing on my enemies. People like Kandis still needed to be dealt with, and it bothered me that I still hadn't fought Kandis.
She's always on my mind, and I wanted to ruin her fucking night by trying to capture the SCW title from Selena Frost, and I will do so because I wanted her to take my fucking head off when SCW returns. Anyway, I can't focus on the future now as I have to focus on Justin Davis and Kim Williams. As I got out lime-flavoured no sugar Rockstar Energy drinks for me and Ginny out of the fridge and put them on the table in the living room. Granted, she had spent the entire week in Las Vegas, learning more about my twin brother and his husband, but she also said she needed to see me.
I waited as I sat on the sofa, waiting for her arrival, even though I'd only just gotten back from dropping Jasmine off at her home to ensure she got there in time for the skateboarding video she had to do. Five minutes later, the doorbell rang, and I went to the front door, took the phone off the receiver, and pressed the button to let her in as I could see from the small camera who it was at the door. I opened the door, and she gave me quite a big hug, knowing my twin brother had told her more about me and he knew more about her too. She sat on the sofa, and I closed the door and sat with her.
Genevieve Raab: "Thank god, we got time to chat about this because you know damn well I know you're gonna say something you will regret."
Konrad Raab: "What's that?"
Genevieve Raab: "Oh, I don't know, something you'll say about not caring to win the Underground title."
Konrad Raab: "I don't, though, and I meant every single word of it. Genevieve, do you honestly think if I wanted to win the title, I would've done something about it months ago?"
That was why I had no reason to go for the title, and that's how I felt about it, and nothing would change my mind. I'm aware I put myself in that situation because of Justin Davis disrespecting the division, but it didn't mean I wanted to go for or win the title. Genevieve shook her head and even got angry at me for my lack of care for winning the title.
Genevieve Raab: "You can't be serious, Konrad. Good god, this title shot was meant for you to win. I know you want to have your hands on Kandis, which is your main goal, but you must consider this situation. You're the one who put your hands on Justin Davis; what did you think would happen?"
Konrad Raab: "Only because he disrespected the division and Kim, who happens to be my friend and the only wrestling opponent I respect because of the wars I've been in with her. One brutal match we had where we nearly killed each other made me have respect for her."
Genevieve Raab: "No, that's not the main reason. Look at what you've done. You've had an underground match at the last PPV and a cage match on Breakdown. Many people don't understand that you did those matches because you enjoyed yourself, and that showed it, especially with the Ace match. As much as you hate for me to say it, you've earned that title shot more than Justin Davis has, and you've done more Underground-type matches than Kim has, and she's champion."
I mean, granted, I did enjoy myself beating the shit out of the Marshall brothers and given, I did enjoy being in Underground and Cage matches, but it still didn't mean I cared for winning the title. I had a great day, and I didn't want my day to be ruined by my manager trying to get my head straight about focusing on winning.
Konrad Raab: "Did I tell you what happened when I focused on titles, wins and losses so much? It fucking made me miserable, and that's something I can't go back to."
Genevieve Raab: "This belt was made for you, Konrad. You have to care about winning this match. Do you want the title and the division to be ruined by Justin Davis? Would you rather be the one to win the title and keep the Underground division going by doing the matches you've done if Kimberly fails to win?"
I had to scratch my head because she did have a point; Kim nor myself ever wanted Justin Davis to become champion for the Underground division again. Significantly how much he degraded the division. When she said it, it made me rethink this match as a whole. I couldn't say anything back towards that because she was right.
Genevieve Raab: "I think I got you if you can't say anything because you know I'm right. You know your actions in the ring got you to this match before and after attacking Justin Davis. Please, Konrad, reconsider that you want to win the title and the match. Otherwise, you wouldn't still be in the Underground division doing these matches."
Konrad Raab: "If it's to stop Justin Davis winning the title from Kim and me taking the title away from Justin, I see where you made sense. Yes, Justin has disrespected the division, and Kim even said I'm the leading guy for the division since no other guys apart from me until now with Justin have been remotely interested in winning the belt."
Genevieve Raab: "Now, we're getting somewhere, and I know it's really early, but I know this was the only day I can catch you before writing about the match with your opponents involved. Otherwise, it would've been too late with the Pocono Raceway Xfinity Series race you got to do on Saturday and then fly straight to Toronto on Sunday. However, Kim also attacked you after you dealt with Justin, and you need to answer that."
Konrad Raab: "It's our sign of respect when we attack each other; that's what you have to understand. She didn't attack me because she hates my guts like Kim did with Justin; it's because Kim knows I'm the only guy in terms of brutality I can give to her, and she respects that out of me, although it took me months later to realise that. I've apologised and owed her back for me neglecting that.”
I took a break from talking and drank some of my lime Rockstar Energy sugar free drink.
Konrad Raab: “You said it right; I have done more underground-type matches than she has. When I become champion, ugh, as much as I hate having to say that, I will make sure that I do all the underground matches solos and tag team style because I'm not allowing everyone to forget that the division made me become a dangerous wrestler."
Genevieve Raab: "Thank you, finally coming here and knocking some sense out of you has been worth it. Markus told me you went through a divorce lately that you haven't told me about, and I'm sorry for that. That explains why you were so aggressive towards Ace Marshall, Justin and Kim as of late, and I liked you used anger for constructive use. I want to see your aggression in that match you did alone."
Konrad Raab: "Yeah, well, that's not relevant to you, even though you're a part of my family, but I don't want to talk about it, and I don't care to talk about it."
That was the one thing that had me concerned about talking about my private life: it would spill to wrestling, even though Datura would've exposed it anyway, considering she's on efedder now. However, it was still a new relationship for me, and I'm still learning more about Jasmine. Anyway, how I kept her off my mind is beyond me. I drank my lime Rockstar Energy drink.
Genevieve Raab: "Good because your focus should be on the Underground title alone, and by the way, these drinks are nice. Maybe I have to buy some at a local store."
Konrad Raab: "They are my NASCAR sponsors because I did need strong sponsors on my side, and Monster and Red Bull wanted me, but knowing how strict they are on getting merchandise and especially diecasts made, I went with Rockstar because they weren't restricting of that."
Genevieve Raab: "Oh, that's why I've seen you drink them a lot. Makes sense now, and that vegan takeaway place I assume you're sponsored with too."
Konrad Raab: "Every sponsor you see, either it's related to me or, in the case of Rockstar Energy, they wanted to sponsor me. Anyway, it's nice to meet you, and I promise I will write about winning the title and caring about it or, rather, care about preventing Justin Davis from winning it. I've beaten him for the belt before, and I'll do it again."
Genevieve Raab: "Thank you, that's all I ask for."
She shook my hand and hugged me, knowing we wouldn't see each other until Sunday morning as she took a couple of my Rockstar Energy drinks from the fridge, even though she could technically because they were my sponsors. They send me a lot of drinks every week because I was being sponsored by them, and I might have to put their logo on my wrestling gear sometime, along with the NASCAR Xfinity Series logo too.
I usually get to the PPV a few hours before the PPV starts, but because this was Rise To Greatness and I was scheduled to do a fan session, I had to be there in the morning at least, especially now I've got more than just fans in wrestling now that supported me. This time, SCW bosses understand that I will be given NASCAR diecasts, NASCAR hero cards, and NASCAR merchandise for me to sign. I will already have NASCAR hero cards that I will spend the entire weekend signing in preparation for Rise To Greatness for people to pick one of those up, too, as I'd only sign wrestling hero cards then.
I was sure that SCW bosses would allow it this year, especially since they know I'm a NASCAR Xfinity Series title contender, and I have been given stuff to sign wrestling-wise at NASCAR events, too, and NASCAR bosses accept that. Anyway, I just chilled out for the day, playing on my PlayStation Five with NASCAR Heat Five game to play Pocono Raceway track. Afterwards, I wanked myself off about Jasmine, who would be a big part of my life after I asked her to be my lady friend on Monday.
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Long Pond, Pennsylvania. Saturday 22nd July. (Offline)
Another race, another weekend, except this place, will be just like Rise To Greatness fan fest tomorrow; so much fan interaction, and I signed a lot of autographs already, that's on top of the ones I will be signing today and getting half of these NASCAR Hero Cards signed for Rise To Greatness Fan Access event I'm scheduled to be at tomorrow for fans that are both wrestling and NASCAR fans to pick up. It was still too early in the morning for fan interaction, and it was mostly a day for NASCAR Cup Series drivers, which I wasn't this week because of the Rise To Greatness event on the same day, although NASCAR Xfinity Series race day was today too at Pocono Raceway.
As I was trying to get as many signed as possible, there was a knock on my motorhome door. Sometimes, drivers like to talk to other drivers off the grid, and this was the case, especially since today was the last day I got to interact with them before I went to Canada. I put the lid on the pen and stopped signing, which was good because my hand started to hurt after I signed half yesterday and half today. The knocks happened again, and I got up and answered it; it was my best friend, AJ Allmendinger. He came in and sat down as I removed the hero cards to place them on the chair we weren't sitting on.
AJ Allmendinger: "What's with the NASCAR Hero Cards signings you're doing there?"
Konrad Raab: "It's for Rise To Greatness Fan Access tomorrow. I'm scheduled to meet the wrestling fans tomorrow morning, and I needed to finish all of these."
AJ Allmendinger: "That's great, man. Listen, there's something I got to talk to you about; it's about the baby."
Konrad Raab: "How's all that going? Sorry for not asking you."
AJ Allmendinger: "It's going perfectly, and will be born next month. Tara and I started talking amongst ourselves and thought for you to be the godfather to our son. How would you feel about that?"
Wow, it's one thing for me to arrange the baby shower for him, but to be a godfather to his baby? That means so much to me, and I had to answer back.
Konrad Raab: "You're joking, right?"
AJ Allmendinger: "No, perfectly serious."
Konrad Raab: "Yes, of course, I'll be the godfather to your baby."
He had a smile on his face as he hugged me with the great news he had. I never asked once again to be in that position of being a godfather to his baby, but it meant so much to me that I had a tear in my eye that AJ trusted me with this. But there was something else on his mind too.
AJ Allmendinger: "When Martin and I tried to check up on you last week and to go out and socialise, we heard orgasm screams of you and a lady. Got something to tell me about that?"
Konrad Raab: "You and Martin heard that?"
It looks like I've been caught after all when I thought nobody would hear me and Jasmine getting down to business last weekend. AJ nodded, and I knew Jasmine said I could tell the drivers if they asked about last week, and since AJ asked, I was going to tell him.
Konrad Raab: "Yeah, about that, I found someone at Wrestlestock festival that, at the time, could be my lady friend. We weren't official when we were together that weekend because I just wanted female company, but we had an excellent connection. We spoke a lot to get to know each other. We weren't a couple until I asked Monday. I did not expect to have feelings for this woman so fast, and I wasn't looking for love, nor was she."
AJ Allmendinger: "Wow, congratulations, bro. Sometimes love is like that. Even though you weren't looking for it, it comes for you instead. What's her name?"
Konrad Raab: “Jasmine Williams. She couldn't come this week because of the X Games event in California. She's a skateboarder. Yeah, even she wasn't looking for love either. So it just hit us, and our feelings for each other intensified."
AJ Allmendinger: "Damn man, nice one. So what you gonna do about the match tomorrow like you're in a title match, but you don't care about winning the belt."
Of course, AJ would know; he follows or tries to with my career since he's my best friend in NASCAR. However, I hadn't cared until Wednesday with a strong speech my manager, my niece, made to me at my Chicago home. AJ was nice to check if I was alright, which is the primary purpose of the visit and what we've discussed. It bothered me even though I got involved in attacking Justin Davis.
Konrad Raab: "My niece told me I have to care about winning the title for one reason only, to prevent Justin Davis from winning it. Even if I'm the one that gets pinned by Kim, it's still a goal I achieved. The guy has been disrespecting the division, the title and Kim herself. He serves no purpose of being in the match. The only reason he is because he seeks glory."
AJ Allmendinger: "Sounds like bullshit. I tell you the truth from what I've seen. You deserve the title shot more than him because I'm no wrestling expert, but even though you've not won matches, you've done way more than he has winning the TV title. I've not seen Justin do that, like you've been brutal and vicious and done two violent matches. However, you also got Kim to contend with, and she attacked you."
Konrad Raab: "I told you before, that's how we respect each other. It's not like me and you sort of friendship, you know, it's different because she knows how violent I can get, and beating the living shit out of each other to the point we almost died is the sign of respect we had for each other. I know I have to win, and the thought of it makes me miserable, but I can't let this go to waste, as you and my niece said."
AJ Allmendinger: "Wait, that green hair girl, that's your niece?"
Konrad Raab: "Yep."
AJ widened his eyes at me, confused, and I nodded my head, even if it caused me to be angry at times with the decision.
AJ Allmendinger: "I had no idea. Damn."
Konrad Raab: "Thank Mr Dickhead for allowing that to happen. But at the same time, she's a good manager despite her lack of experience. That said, I'm still going batter the living shit out of Kim and especially Justin Davis. I will leave them for their blood and leave them lying from the battering I'll do to them."
AJ Allmendinger: "Anyway, I just wanted to check, and you seem pretty happy. I'm glad we didn't bust in last week as Martin and I wanted to check your alright and you weren't killing yourself like me checking on you today."
Konrad Raab: "Trust me, you don't need to do that anymore with what I said. Sorry for the loud noises last week. Me and Jasmine wanted to get used to each other, but I couldn't fight my feelings off because they ended up so strong that I had to ask her to be my lady friend. She's not what you expect when you see her next week. Anyway, I let you go since you got practice and qualifying to do in a minute."
That he did as we embraced, a handshake and a pat on the back, and he left. I was really thankful to have a good friend like AJ checking up on me, and I feel bad now that he and Martin were going to check up on me, but they thought second of it when they heard orgasm noises, but they did the right thing by leaving me alone. I put the NASCAR Hero Cards that weren't signed on the table and continued to sign them. If any were left after the race later, I would sign some more to take to Rise To Greatness fan fest tomorrow.
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Retaining the prestige of the Underground division is essential, but I need to win the title at the same time notes, to write. (Online)
"So Rise To Greatness is here, and I'm not writing this in Toronto, Canada, as I wouldn't have time to do so. I'm writing this at Pocono Raceway track at Long Pond, Pennsylvania because four hours ago, I had to race for the NASCAR Xfinity Series race as I'm a championship contender and won the race. So now is the perfect time to talk about my opponents, one who's so stupid that he thinks he belongs in this match, only having a purpose of being in it to win the title and the other who is dedicated to the division and is the current champion.
First off, I won't have any fucking respect for your disrespectful ass, Justin Davis. With all the other titles you could've gone for with Adrenaline, US, World or even Tag where you know, you can be just like all the other boring wrestlers around here, winning by skill; you poked the penguin by attacking her during the match because I quote, you wanted to take a shot. Even though you hate being a part of the Underground division, I could sense that with how terribly you performed against me when the title was on the line, you want to win the title anyway, for what? Because you won your first title in the Underground division?
Fuck out of here, Justin, you disrespectful pig. I legit have no respect for you because you trash and hate the division. Then why did you go for the belt you're trying to kill that Kim and I have built towards you stupid cunt? Even Kim will call you ass out for your shitty methods that are useless to your cause. Only because Kim was an easy target, she didn't have a title contender. Because you're sorry, self can't be consistent. Fucking hell Justin, at least stick to your word instead of being a hypocrite. At least attack Syren, who also didn't have the Adrenaline title contender to contend with, but you only exist because of the gold you want to win; you don't care about the prestige of the title, you don't care about violence, and you certainly do not want to win the title, only in the match for the sake of it.
You make me sick because even Kim didn't want to face you, as I said, and you want to talk about self-inflicting scars and cuts? Motherfucker, I kept my wounds from both self-inflicting and from matches I've had in wrestling, including bits of glass I still have in my body because I didn't want them taken out and with burns all over my body, too. Also, if Rachel Foxx was a hardcore legend, how come she has never returned to face me or Kim, the current hardcore legends in SCW? Seems scared if you ask me to retain her status as that. But she's the past, and I forgot she existed.
Because the true hardcore legend around here isn't her or even you; it's Kimberly Williams. Hi Kim, how are you doing? I admire and appreciate you being the only wrestler who cares about the legacy and prestige you carry for the title, and the respect I said in the back to you a few months ago was for real. It took me months to actually believe you respect me.
I love our bloody wars and the violence we cause to each other; I loved every single match we've ever done, and it's ironic, isn't it, that I was defending the honour and pride you had for the division that I attacked Justin Davis who again has no business being in this match or to say he took his shot because you didn't have a title contender. Weak, pathetic man. I never needed to attack you to make a point, Kim, because, unlike Justin, you know what I've done around here with The Marshall Brothers, tackling them in Underground-type matches, something I sense you haven't done much of.
Which is funny. Don't you think you've been wasting your time, taking part in solo's matches against other people when you care so much as you do about the Underground division? You've lost sight of that a bit. I have done nothing, but Underground-type matches, and that's why you want to face me, right? Also, do you and Justin think I don't care about winning the title? How things change.
Because nobody wants to see Justin walk away with the title with how much he takes a shit on the title, heck he's done that already and there's no passion to his wrestling that speaks Underground wrestling style anyway. You respect this division, and I also admire you tried to bring weapons to the Rumble match; if only the stupid fucking SCW title wasn't the thing to win? Having a hardcore rumble-style match for the Underground title on the line would be more enjoyable. I've seen the hard work you've put in the division alone, and sure, you've had a few successful defences, but you have yet to do any hardcore matches since then, and that's pretty sad to see.
But we also can't allow Justin to see that we respect each other when we throw down and beat the living shit out of each other, and how I wish this was a deathmatch instead of the same old Underground-style match. When I become champion, it's one of the changes I want to make is to have matches more than just Underground matches. Have a cage, hell in a cell, elimination chamber, ladder, tables matches or deathmatches too. My team, European Fiery Nation, is also making sure there will be more hardcore matches. Surprised you haven't thought of that.
But that's how far I go. I don't need to ask, demand or attack you; you've been asking to face me again for the title for so freaking long. I may have been a little rough on you, but it's because you know how much the title would mean to me when I win it. You know I've done more underground matches than you have in recent weeks. Everything I've done in SCW has been nothing but violent, and part of it was because my life outside the track and the ring has gone to total shit.
I have nothing to lose because I have already lost everything in my life, and I may not have cared about winning titles, but I don't need to tell you. I will show it in the ring by fucking you and Justin up. Justin, especially because that fuckhead thinks he can attack you to win gold. What, because it's the first title you won? Most likely, back when you won it, nobody was worth a damn to win the belt. The competition now is far higher than when you won the belt. You make no fucking sense, and I have no problems busting you open because you're a disgrace and a joke to the Underground division. You're not in other title divisions but in this one.
We are having this match because Kim and I have passion for the division, well, more me as of late and literally, this belt was made for me to win because I was the only guy until your ignorant ass came along. Me and Kim busted each other open; we literally fucking killed each other to win the Underground title in matches you wouldn't even beg to think we could do. I went to GCW to face Kim for the twenty-four-seven hardcore title Datura holds right now.
I'm sick and demanded enough to beat the fuck out of you, Justin, because you're clearly blind as hell to ignore what I've done to the Marshall brothers, and I didn't need to win to make a fucking statement, unlike you of the world of brutality. In fact, they had to win to survive against me. I fucked Ace up so severely that you wouldn't want to face the brutality I can do. I may not talk a lot during the shows, but I fucking show it. I will use weapons available to me in the ring and crack your fucking heads with them.
I embrace you both doing the same to me as well because I beg and plead to be busted open and broken by you both, and I will smile because I don't feel psychical pain, and every scream I let out in the ring, it's a pain I think mentally that I scream to let out and makes me feel better. I don't know the meaning of psychical pain.
You can try to do everything to end me, but Kim and Justin will end because I'm not afraid of anything in wrestling or at least not anymore. I will use flames to light just to get the Underground title around my waist and fucking defend it in various matches apart from Underground style. I will leave blood all over the ring from my own hands. I'm a sick fuck that thrives on seeing people like Justin and Kim in pain.
I even love hearing myself in pain mentally because of all the burns, cuts and scars I got, I treasure them, and I'm going to fuck you two up to win the Underground title, especially preventing it from the passionless Justin Davis. I will pin you, Justin or Kim to win the title because I can, and I will do it as Kim knows I'd do everything to destroy her to win the belt. It's going to be no different this time around. I may even ruin Kandis's night from capturing the SCW title because she deserves the beatings that await her, but you two got it coming too, and you will see the most dangerous man in SCW right now because you're not that Justin; you're weak and pathetic.
Kim, I hope you understand that we beat the fuck out of each other, and I win the belt because I ended up being more violent and better than you in the ring, but we can work together to prevent Justin from ever winning the Underground title. I see you fuckers out there in that ring tomorrow night."
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I love AJ Allmendinger and Louis Deletraz.